𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐘 : 𝐌𝐘 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍 -𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄(𝐎𝐍 𝐆𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆)

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The Highest Level of Insecurities
By : Marianie [ YanieWrites ]

Tears are running into her eyes
All the negative thoughts and lies
With a deep hidden insecurities in her eyes.
You didn't even know she want to die.

She always fake her smile
To show that she's doing fine
She always have her brightest smile
Even if her life is in a bottom line.

She reached this different stage where,
Her insecurities eat her alive
With this feeling of deep thoughts at night
Do you think is she alright?

Not just one or two
It's so countless insecurities thou
She will love to be like that "person."
To be love by so many persons.

This different level of her insecurities
Will dig deep on her own grave
Do you think I can do better?
In so many downfalls I've encountered.

My highest level of this insecurities
It's become my accompany.
A friend who named "insecurities"
The rival of my responsibilities
Or my writer journey duties.

This is all I know when
I've in a deep sarrow and pain
You can say your judgement
But know why really happen.

Do you think I'm good?
Do you think I do better?
When the times I got insecure
That's all I know for sure...