I was crying for the entire day today
Today is my dead brothers birthday
Diana was at my house right now she was genuinely concerned
Jas get up
Noo I'm killing myself I need jahvion
Jas please I'm here for you , always
I don't care I'm dying I said running to the kitchen for a knife
I went in the bedroom because my bedroom was the only place no one would hear me scream
Jas please no
Diana you need to understand that I gotta go for jahvion
She went on her phone calling Tyler
I was on my phone texting my mother my goodbye paragraph
Tyler Diana cried
Hey , why you crying
Jas is gonna kill her self
No she not
She is , I cannot stop her
Tyler please come
I'm at the Stu RN
Tyler Meeks
I'm fvcking around I will be there in 2
I sat there crying some more I had to tell Tyler his goodbye at least
Tyler rushed in side , and immediately ran to me
Jas-
Tyler no I love you but I cant do it , you don't get it , no one does I love you tho ,
Jasmine please He said grabbing the knife from my hand
I stared into his eyes and started Crying louder
My phone started ringing and it was my mom
Mami I said still crying
Baby we coming now we down the street
Wdym we
I mean me and your siblings
Mhm
She hung up
Tyler was now sat next to me
Mami he said
Mhm
You know if you die I'm going too
Lets lay down for a bit I said
We adjusted our selfs on the bed now comfortable
He pulled the covers over us
Tyler all I gotta say is thank you
Yw ma , you know I'm here , FORVER
Jas your mama at the door Diana yelled
Let her come in then lol
Tyler don't move cause she come in , I want you near me
I wasn't but wtv he said in duh tone
My mom rushed in my room
Ahh mi bebe I glad your ok , Tyler thank yoh for helping jasmine
Yw tho he said back
She sat on the side of the bed
Baby I hope you know we love you , and I will go if you do your my first girl I can't lose you , your jahvions first sister too , be strong cause I'm here
Mommy I don't change my mind , just so you know , I'm not 10 no more , I need to go if I want
Baby stop speaking to your mom like dat he tugged my hair
Lol , I will drag you Luh boy
Mommy I'm kidding wit you , it MIGHT not happen again member his graduation In a week
You better be kidding
But Tyler I never know you was so finneee my mom said sounding young
what you tryna do den?
Don't worry bout dat
Ok dennnn
Mom don't do too much with my man now , I will drag you
Ok I will back up, and I gotta work so bye she said exiting my room
DIANA! I shouted
Yess Jas
Order me Chick-fil-A , gimme the regular
Ok boo
I looked up at Tyler
I LOVE YOU MA
BABY I LOVE YOU TOO
AND WE KISSED
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