I'll tie this rope to my neck
and tie it on the highest tree
Only then I'll think if I'll jump
On the count of three, I decide
If i can handle to live a life
Away from you
I'll carve on it's wood the words
that knot my throat and twist my heart
The only words that can describe
The pain i feel inside when i miss you
"These times, i even wish to die"
Hence why, on days like these
I make my path away from trees
On days like these I believe
Living isn't worth without you
On days like these I could believe
In god, he or she, if they ever choose
To take me back to you
I play back the memory of holding your hand
And I feel your perfume on the flowers
I lay on the grass, let it ache farther
As I feel my heart ripping away from my chest
I feel it beating in my hands
And it beats slower when I'm without you
I can't take this, I don't think I can
I won't ever show you the pain I am
You won't ever read or think or know
The words I write when I cry at night
So you don't think I've gone insane
I let myself cry away the pain
Then I fall, exhausted, in sleep
Hoping the next day you'll be with me
