RED HANDED -billy loomis x reader-

Chapter four

BILLY's POV

I don't even know.
I don't know what I feel
I don't know if I feel actually
I think I want to kill her. To cut her mouth so she would stop talking. God I hate when she talks
I think I hate it.
I hate it because her words make me feel things.
I want to kill her. Or maybe I don't.

We are on 2nd period and she is sitting next to me. This is my worst class. I like the subject but I don't like being with her. Or do I?
I saw her hand. It is tied with a bandage but you can see some of the blood. I love it and I hate it at the same time.
The teacher said we should do a group project
"We are doing this together" I said
I want to figure out this weird feeling
"No. No way" she said. God she is always so stubborn
"I am doing it with y/n" I said and the whole class looked at us
They all know we don't like each other much.
She gave a death stare
"Bro what the fuck" she was pissed off I think
"Meet me in the library after school" I said and we didn't talk for the rest of the class
The project theme?
Each of the groups presents an unsolved crime.

Y/N's POV

What's up with him. We never talk during this class why would he want to do a project together?
To be honest I would like that. I would like to piss him off

The bell rings which means that the last period is over.
I am already in the library waiting for him
I am searching on a school computer about an unsolved crime am I think I found a good one
"I have heard of that" I felt his cold hands on my shoulders and I gasped.
"You fucking scared me"
"yes whatever" he rolled his eyes and sat on a chair.
"So in 1950 a boy got kidnapped. He was around 9 years old. His mother never gave up on him and till today his mother stays in the same house waiting for her son to come back. I think she is 86."I saw billy staring at the computer "don't you like the story?" I asked confused
"This is shit." He pushed the table away and went to the window
I stood up and went near him
"I know about your mother billy and I understand" I told him
He put a hand on the wall while staring outside
"You don't know shit" he said
" my father left me too" I said and he turn around to face me.
I nodded and he was looking into my eyes so hard. It's like he was trying to talk with his eyes
He walked two steps towards me and now he is standing so close that I can feel his breath. His head is turned down so he can look at me. Our fingers touched. Not by mistake. He was staring at me so hard that my eyes almost hurt. What does that boy want from me.
"I can't control it y/n"billy said
"You can't control what"I asked
"I just can't" he said and he walked out of the room, out of the school.
What does that mean? He is so complicated. What is happening.
Why do I wanted him to kiss me? Why do I want to slap him and kiss him at the same time? He is so annoying. he is the most annoying person I have ever met. But he is so fucking gorgeous.

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