I've Earned This Love

What's this Feeling ?

Cartman's Pov--

Stupid fucking Jew. He hasn't talked to me all summer ! All he's been doing is hanging out with his faggy emo boyfriend Stan. Don't get me wrong, I hate Kahl with all my life but I haven't got to rip on him all summer, and that's the best part of my day is getting to make fun of him for being a Ginger, Jersey Jew.

I lay in bed after shutting off my alarm for the first day of school. My body feels so heavy getting up, I haven't had to wake up this early in a while. Stupid first day of school... well.. at least I will be able to make fun of Kahl again. I shuffle my way over to my dresser, searching though it to find a outfit. Picking up a black T-Shirt that says 'Fuck off' on the front, a pair of blue ripped jeans, and my favorite soft red button up.

I, still half-asleep, work my way down the stairs and into the kitchen, where I find that my mom hasn't woken up or made me breakfast yet. "Dammit mom do you want me to starve!" I yell even though I know she's not gonna hear me anyways since she's sleeping. I grind my teeth figuring out what I should eat. I end up heating up some lame microwave waffles and heading out the door.

Kyle's Pov--

I trott though the heavy snow in my thick orange jacket and green hat to the bus stop for the first day of school.
When I arrive at the bus stop I see that god damn fat boy in his red button up and stupid beanie with his brown hair peeking out. Ugh my stomach feels sick. I'm not sure why, maybe because it's been so long since I've talked to him. I noticed a grin appear on Cartman's face.

"Tsk tsk, I just can't believe you Kahl, ignoring me all summer? " He Smirks while shaking his head. Shit. I was hoping he would just not say anything about it.

"You could've just called me and talked to me, not like you had the balls to anyway." I retort back at his stupid teasing. Even though I damn well know the reason he didn't call me is because he's to stupid to think of it.

"For your information KAHL I have way bigger balls then a skinny Jew like you could ever have ."

He wasn't wrong, I may be taller than him but I was very skinny with a slightly girlish figure. Cartman, still remained short and fat just like how he's always been.

"Tsk, I don't really care how big your balls are anyways fatass." I say not really sure how I could respond to his last comment.

I look over at Stan, seeing him roll his eyes at our mindless bickering. Kenny just laughs and looks at his playboy magazine that he's so happy to be able to afford.

"Are you guys done fighting yet ?" Stan looks over at me and Cartman.
"Good. So Kyle do you wanna have a sleep over this weekend ?"

"Sure dude!" I respond enthusiastically, Sleepovers with Stan are always my favorite, well, he is my Super best friend. But hanging out with him has just been.. different lately.. much more fun. I do treasure every moment with him. I glance at Cartman for a second. He's glaring.. at Stan..?

Cartman's Pov--

This again. Just when I thought we were having a conversation, he talks to Stan again. The way he looks at him versus the way he looks at me, with hate. Ouch. I know we fight a lot, but deep down I hoped we didn't mean the things we said to each other. I'll figure out a way to talk to him more, there's no way I'm losing a damn Jew to rip on. I'm not using Butters as a substitute Jew, it's not the same as Kahl. Never will be.

When we get to class I rest my head on my desk and glance up at the board while thinking of ways to get Kahl to stop hanging out with Stan. I may not be ' super best friends ' or any gay shit like that with Stan but I know a thing or two about him. One, he has a soft spot for Wendy Testaburger and Two, he has a drinking problem. I remember back in forth grade when he first started having a drinking problem. That's when Kahl talked to me more. He said that Stan's negativity and drunk-ness was bringing him down. Is there a possibility, I could do that again?

Thank you to anyone that read this!I know I'm not an exceptional writer but I enjoyed writing this and I hope some people can enjoy reading it. If you did like it, please feel free to leave questions, and let me know your opinion so I can learn and make it better.
(Also the reason I put the song at the top is because I think it fit this chapter. ) I will try to upload consistently, but I'm busy with school stuff lately.
Thanks!-- Cal