"well will you at least tell me how far we are?" i bugged, "28 minutes" he answered after taking a look at the GPS. "damn we've been driving for 10 minutes already, where are you taking me that's 40 minutes away, everything in LA is 20 minutes away!!" i laughed at the clueless quote i snuck in there.

"baby just listen to the music" he shushed me, joking of course, making my jaw drop and turn my body turn away from him. he chuckled and played 'the color violet' by tory lanez, making me burst out into song.

"I took my drugs and took my lovin' when i left out the spot" "i left the party with a barbie marking x on the dot" "she call my phone up but i told her i'm a loner" "but she likes my watch and my drop top and my persona" we took turns singing, laughing at each others horrible singing.








A while after i last asked where we were going, i kept seeing SoFi stadium signs. "are we going to SoFi? OH MY GOD ARE WE GOING TO GO SEE THE WEEKND?!?!" i freaked out, waiting for his nod. when i finally saw him nod, i started squealing.

"OH MY GOD BLAKE NO YOU DIDN'T WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK" i kissed his face multiple times as we pulled up into the parking lot. when we finally parked, i gave him the biggest kiss ever, latching my arms around his neck.

i pulled away and he passed me my ticket. I glanced at it and noticed they were floor seats. you could spot my smile from a mile away.

a mere 40 minutes later, we were inside the stadium. "save your tears" was playing as more and more people entered the venue.

once almost all of the seats are full, the lights start to shut and the music faded out, as a dark figure stepped out from backstage.

i cheered at the top of my lungs, its him! the only thing you could hear was the crowds loud roars as abel stood there taking in the view.

the stadium quiets down and a subtle vibration turned into loud bass coming from the speakers.

"your man on the road he doin promo" he started, my automatic reaction being to look towards my boyfriend and sing him the lyrics.

"you said 'keep our business on the low low'", "i'm just tryna get you out the friend zone, cuz you look even better than the photos" he sang back to me, lightly caressing his finger from my neck to my waist.

"i can't find your house i need the info, driving through the gated residential" i turned towards the singer and sung to the stage.

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we're almost an hour and a half into the concert, and ive screamed my lungs out, im lucky in even have a voice left. the performer kept playing the horniest songs of his discography, making my desire for blake grow bigger and bigger.

we've never done it, obviously with other people we have but not with eachother, we've just been trying to take it slow.

suddenly, the party and the after party starts playing, my all time favorite song from him. "OH MY GOD" i jump up and down, shaking my hands as the man i idolize started playing my anthem.

"i understand your body wants it, i know your thoughts, oh you bout it bout it!" i sang at the top of my lungs. "you're a big girl, and it's your world, and ima let you do it how you wanna" i sang before grabbing my man and pushing my body closer to him.

"girl now ride wit it, ride wit it, i know you know i know you wanna rideee with it" we sang together.

"don't be shy wit it, ill supply w it, i got you girl, oh i got it girl" i finished off before taking a breath.

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the current song playing right now is "die for you", the song we claimed ours. "you know what i'm thinking, see it in your eyes" we sang.

"you hate that you want me, hate it when you cry" "you're scared to be lonely, specially in the night, i'm scared that i'll miss you, happens every time"

"it ain't working cuz you're perfect, i can't walk away" we took one breath together before getting even closer that we already were.

the chorus started playing, but the second i made eye contact with blake it all was background noise to me. we held the eye contact for so long, every thought racing through my head yet no words coming out.

blake finally broke the silence, "i'm so glad i met you nailea, i genuinely would be so lost without you", he engulfed me in his arms and i pulled him into a soft but passionate kiss. 

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