A Beautiful Violin.....

19.our loves

Liz pov:I woke up and it was the next day it was 5am my dads are gone for work and theKyle plushie was sitting in front of the tv watching YouTube "Kyle why are you awake?" I asked crawling in front of him "cause I'm a doll I don't need sleep plus I need to take care of you

"I know..."I said "so what are we gonna do today?"plushie asked "maybe we can go get some food later"i said I got up to get my violin "your gonna practice this early!"plushie asked again "yeah it keeps me distracted and plus I have to continue writing the song for my parents"I practiced the parts I've written and I have to continue writing the song

It was already 7am when I stoped practicing I walked to the gas station again for a breakfast muffin "I hope Kyle is doing okay..."

"Don't worry kiddo he is gonna be alright!"plushie told me as I sat out side eating the muffin we talked and I carried plushie around as he listen to me talk about Kyle

Kyle pov:I woke up it was a different day we ate breakfast and we did our daily feelings scale I kept on writing on how much I wanted to die but they nurses thought I was just being silly they said I shouldn't write the same thing over and over again because people might think I'm faking it I got so mad and I didn't really talk to Ali that day we went outside for some fresh air I was walking around while the nurses watched

I just had the urged to just run away and try to escape but I saw some people talking or playing soft ball I kept on humming my favorite songs I sang misery meat and fire drill and high school sweethearts I thought about Liz a lot I almost cried again because we sang high school sweethearts a lot after school I tried to stop myself from crying again but I couldn't hold it in anymore I cried for only a minute before wiping the tears away

Then a few minutes later we went back inside for another group therapy this time it was about self love the therapist called on people on suggesting on how to love ourselves some people said to treat ourselves with a treat or going somewhere,do something to our hair,or go out with our partner or friends I suggest to go to the beach or whatever the hell I said

Then later on it was already lights out I imagined Liz cuddling me while comforting me every time we go to bed..... I talked to myself for abit thinking about liz I eventually fell asleep and hoping one day I can just see Liz beautiful long hair and his pretty freckles
I stared at the stupid indestructible window i couldn't see the night but I could see some part of the moon I let a yawn out "goodnight Liz..."

Liz pov:it was already 9:12pm and I scrolled through my messages before Kyle went to the hospital I miss Kyle so much I cuddled plushie Kyle while comforting him just in case he was upset since I usually do that before me and him fall asleep I comfort the plushie and kissed the soft plushie head then I heard my fathers come home and my dad came into my room "hey kiddo..."my dad pet my head "hi dada"I said

"Do you miss Kyle?"he asked as he laid down next to me "of course I do dad I love him so much I miss him a lot"I teared up "don't worry he'll come back back soon my love okay? Get some sleep"he kissed my head and tucked me in like a 5year old "goodnight daddy..."I said "good night my child"he turned back and smiled at me

I smiled and looked outside my window and I sang high school sweethearts for abit until I fell asleep Let put a yawn and stared at the stars "goodnight Kyle"then I fell asleep....

(Sorry it's so short 😁😅)