𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃 ⟡ 양정원

031

Seeing him enter the classroom, I scribbled down a 'no' before scrunching up the paper and dropping it on his desk when he got there

He bought me hot chocolate from the canteen, he knows it's my favourite. But I'm not willing to give in.

After much inner conflict with myself, I handed it over to Yoon. And she drank it practically all I one go, that's normal right?

During passing time, everyone had to go get their Science textbooks from their lockers so we all left. I walked with Chae, her locker was only a few down from mine thankfully.

While I was gathering my heavy textbooks, a familiar figure leaning against the one next to me

"Yun, please, I need to talk to you- stop ghosting me" he pleaded to me, and I froze

"You can't call me Yun when you know what you've done, I know we aren't dating but I'm sure by now you know I like you. Yang Jungwon, I just don't understand you. One day you're holding my hand and drinking my slushie and the next you're kissing some girl? you're driving me insane. You're all that I think about." I vented to him, once I was done I slammed my locker door shut and stormed off so he wouldn't follow me and try to talk to me

I feel like half of the things I just said didn't make sense, but I hope I got my point across to him.

It was the last class of the day, I was tired. I stacked up my textbooks and slept for a little bit, hoping this nightmare would just go away.

When we were dismissed from class, we took off immediately, with Jungwon, Ni-ki and Jake following behind us quickly.

"Hayun! Please just let me explain.." Jungwon held onto my shoulder and I snapped myself around

"I need time Jungwon, I need time to process everything, give me time." I cold heartedly replied to the boy, brushing his hand off me

I could tell he was hurt.

His eyes were even darker than they were on Friday, and he looked sort of lifeless. His eyes said it all. This boba eyes.

I wish I could hug him right now.

Before I bursted our into tears at that very moment, Eunji guided us out of school, back to her house.

FRIDAY :

Everyday, this boy has never failed to try to talk to me. He's given me chocolate milks every day (after hearing me complain it's too hot for hot chocolates now) at my desk and he even tried to talk to me at training

We were about to leave our classroom to head to the cafeteria but Heeseung and Sunghoon stopped us

"Hayun, please just let me explain to you what happened last Friday.." Jungwon called out to me as he approached me

"I think I know what happened last Friday." I bluntly replied, trying to push past Heeseung. But he wouldn't let me.

"No- you don't"