(Disney) Hades x MALE reader (silly billy)

Mmm cock (WJHAT) NSFW WARNIN

You sit down on your bed, still trying to get used to your new body
You love it, you love being a man, your dysphoria has almost evaporated
But still...it seems almost...unreal...
You sigh...and you look down at your new crotch
You still can't stop thinking about Hades...he's almost mesmerizing...
You can't shake the words out of your head
"Good job...very good job..."
Eyes closed, hands clenched, you can't believe you're about to do it...
Even thinking about it makes you shiver...
"I can't...how can I even look at him the same if I..."
. . .
You get up and walk to your bathroom...you have some lotion in there...
You begrudgingly grab the lotion and get back to your bedroom
You can't stop thinking about Hades...
You scoop out some of the lotion and brace yourself
"Oh Hades...please forgive me..."
You whisper as you slowly put your hand on your newly formed penis
"Why...why am I so...disgusting...?"
You can't help but shame yourself as you slowly start masturbating
The image of Hades keeps racing in your mind as your breath hitches
He's just so...amazing...
You grip the bedsheets as you close your eyes tighter...what makes him so amazing...?
His face...?
His body...?
His charming character...?
The need to get validated by him more...?
Or maybe even his temper...
He really was proud of you today...even after getting so angry at you...
What if...what if...
What if he actually starts to...
...like...you...?
You shudder at the thought...still masturbating to Hades...
"I just...I don't know why...I...I love...him..."
...
You finish...quickly...and suddenly...
"Oh...mmh...haah...hah...Hades..."
You try to catch your breath...such a new experience...
...
You sit back and sigh...
"Oh Hades..."