𝙄𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙥𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙖|𝙏𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩

𝙎𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙩

TW: blood, self harm, cursing

Everything become clear again, Tommy tried to make his vision more clearer but that did not work for him. Pain was everywhere across his body, his head was pounding while his wrist is in too much pain.

He held on the towel rack as he got up, blood; that was all that was filling up his brain, there we're blood everywhere. 'No,No,No...' he keep muttering as he wash his wrist, the fresh cuts stings from the cold water contacting his skin,

The young blond got some guaze pads from the cabinets as he wraps it around his wrist not even caring if it properly cleaned or not aslong as it being covered.

Tommy's POV:

I got up and cleared the blood on the floor as i throw away everything outside the my flat, i got back to my flat feeling a little dizzy i prop my hands on the counter as i grab one of Wilbur's anxiety pills on the dinning table.

I sat down at the sofa when I notice the sun has already starts to rise "Shit i did not called Wilbur" i cursed under my breath as i try to grab my phone my head starts to hurt again but i protested against it and got up to get my phone to call Wilbur, i heard him pick his phone but then i feel my body go limp and my vision blurry once again

Everything became dark and all i heard are blurry voices From Techno and Wilburs voices through the phone—and everything came completely silent again

Darkness sorrounded the room as i feel my wrist chained up to a wall "Welcomeback Thomas" i heard someone spoke, "no..
no not again" i wispered panic as i try to get oit of the chain but it was secured well on my wrist "what do you need from me...why again?" I spoke as tears started to form around eyes
"Oh my dear dont worry, i just wanna check on you cuase i care for" the woman spoke softly as she held my cheeks tightly on her hands
"like how you cared about them" she contineud as she walked away from me

"Let me go you freak" I shouted at her as anger build up around me

"Let go huh?"
"Let me go—why do love to taunt me so bad?" I asked, tear pouring downmy cheeks as my whole body felt numb "YOU ALWAYS HAVE YOUR WAYS TO CONTROL ME DO YOU, IT'S LIKE I'M A FUCKING PUPPET TO YOU!"  I shouted as anger and pain has controled my emotions, the room fell into a deep silence

"Couse you we're nothing but a useless child, no one will ever be with you" she spoke coldly as she look at me, no hint of care within her eyes–then she disappeared

Im alone again, in a big room but nothing than darkness. Everything felt painful, everything felt empty—eventough there all by my side i still feel lonely, hopeless...hopeless that evrything i do or say will distroy everything. Im a child stuck on his own misery, on my chaos I made, why must things happened to me; I tried my best to keep everything on peace but why mist it come to this

My thoughts spiraled my brain as my tears turn into sobs, i can't handle it anymore, everything feel so wrong. I sat there alone...crying like a baby, when i heard i voice 'please just not her' i mumbled

I heard the voice again, it felt familiar—it's Techno's voice "Techno, Techno!" I yelled as i get up. I yelled and yelled his name he must be here somewhere; please just for once I just need him right now, i just need my brother right now