Crying on the floor with his face in between his hands , loud cries filled the whole room , hyunsuk couldn't help but to breakout letting his emotions take all over. He couldn't help but to let his tears flow down his cheeks uncontrollably, the only person he loved in his life belong to someone else .
Hyunsuk refused his whole life to date anyone who's not yoshi , he was always there for his so called best friend , or best friend only in yoshi's eyes, the more yoshi and hyunsuk spent time together the more hyunsuk fell for the latter even harder .
Hyunsuk always tried hard to control his emotions whenever yoshi talk about his lover in front of him , he tried to smile and not show how he's broken , but he reached his limits , he finally broke down , he couldn't handle all these emotions inside of him and felt the urge to let it all out.
He suddenly stopped crying when he saw jihoon , his bandmate standing in front of him in concern "jihoonah what are you doing here , I thought there's no one in the dorm" hyunsuk said trying hard not to make any eye contact with the younger .
"Hyung why are you crying?" Jihoon approached the elder with a worried expression as he placed his hand on his back trying to comfort him , hyunsuk stared at the younger for few seconds before he break down again . "J..jihoon ah , I can't handle " his cries began to get louder and louder "jihoonah , I love him so much it hurts " jihoon couldn't help but to feel guilty seeing his one and only hyung so hopeless.
"It's okay hyung , let it all out" jihoon pulled the smaller In his embrace and started to caress his soft hair in order to calm him down a bit .
"Jihoonah , what should I do , I love him so much" hyunsuk said in between his cries , jihoon broke the hug still wrapping his arms around his hyung , "hyung , I'm in love with yoshi too , funny how he's collecting us so easily like he's collecting papers" hyunsuk stared at the younger with wide eyes "you too? You like him too? Since when? " .
Jihoon chuckled bitterly "long time hyung , a very long time ago" to his surprise hyunsuk stopped crying and now he's pouting cutely which made jihoon chuckle at him .
"Hyung " hyunsuk hummed in response , jihoon held hyunsuk's hand and took him to sit on his bed as he stan next to him .
Hyunsuk was looking at jihoon confusingly , " we both are in love with the same person , don't you think we can help each other with that?" Jihoon asked making hyunsuk more confused "what do you mean ji?" , jihoon looked in hyunsuk's eyes so serious "why don't we both use each others to move on from him? " , hyunsuk pouted and said "how?" .
"We can start dating , so we can both stay distracted and forget about our feelings " hyunsuk seemed to think of jihoon's deal "but ji" jihoon hummed "what if it didn't worked , what should we do then?" , "we can't know unless we try hyung , we have nothing to lose , we're both desperate anyways " hyunsuk agreed with jihoon by nodding his head "what about the members , what will we tell them?" Hyunsuk was so worried .
"We will tell them we are dating , simple " jihoon was anxious but in the same time he was madly in love with yoshi and want these feelings to vanish real quick before he can lose his mind , "jihoonah" jihoon faced a pouting hyunsuk "what if I accidentally fell for you ? Will you leave?" For some reason jihoon found hyunsuk really adorable and smiled widely at his question "no hyung , I'm the one who started I should take responsibility of my words , don't worry" hyunsuk felt relieved but still feel anxious , it seemed wrong in somehow.
Hyunsuk's door was knocked by someone , after giving the permission to come in , the door was opened revealing doyoung with two sandwiches in his hands "hyungdeul we bought sandwiches for you two , here you go " , jihoon and hyunsuk smiled at their favorite dongsaeng as they took the sandwiches from his hands "thanks doyoung ah" said hyunsuk "you're welcome hyung , but why are your eyes so swollen ? Where you crying or something?" The youngest among the three asked , and before hyunsuk can answer jihoon said "Nothing happened he was just concerned about our comeback " .
