Chance

CH 3

"Ako yung ama" hindi ako naka galaw sa sinabi niya. Ano daw? Si Mia buntis? At sya yung ama?

"H-huh? Jayden ano yang pinagsasabi mo?" Sabi ko sa kanya habang titig na titig sa kanya

"Mia is pregnant, and I am the father Nave you know how long I've wanted to have a child. This is a dream come true" sabi nya saken ng may malaking ngisi, dream come true mo mukha mo! Pota? Kailan mo pa ba ako niloloko?

"Wait so you're saying you're happy cause you're having a child with someone, not me?" Sabi ko na naka tutok sa sarili ang kamay

"No love what I'm meaning to say is-" hindi na nya na tapos ang sinabi nya dahil sinampal ko sya nang kay lakas kong sampal

"Tumahimik ka! Kailangan mo pa ba ako niloloko hah?! Jayden!? I know we have been doing everything for us to have a child, but doing it with someone and having her pregnant is too much Jayden" sabi ko nang palihim na tumulo ang aking luha dahil sa sakit.

"Lo-"

"No! don't ever call me that from now on" sabi ko, na nakatitig sa kanya nang punong-puno nang galit.

Padabog akong umakyat sa taas at pumunta sa kwarto, tinawag niya ako pero di ko na siya tinapunan nang tingin pa. Nasa kwarto na ako at kinuha ko yung pregnancy test at lumabas ako papunta sa kanya at tinapon ko yung pregnancy test sa mukha niya.

"O ayan! Magkaka anak na tayo, tapos binuntis mo pa si Mia!?" Sabi ko habang hingal na hingal

Kinuha nya yung pregnancy test at tinignan nya ito, tumingin sya sa akin at sinabing "two lines? Does this mean you're pregnant?" Sabi niya habang naiiyak

Hindi na ako nadala sa mga paiyak-iyak nya, confirmed nag cheat sya. Hindi lang sya nag cheat, na buntis pa nya.

"Masaya ka na, na your dream come true, really came true at hindi lang sa akin kundi pati kay Mia?" Nakatitig ako sa kanya habang sinabi iyon

"I-i" lumapit siya sa akin but I stepped back, lumapit ulit sya sa akin pero napa atras muli ako. Tinignan ko siya at sinabing.

"I need some time, I'll go to state's and stay with a friend for awhile" sabi ko at tumalikod na hinabol niya yung kamay ko pero tinulak ko iyon sinabi niyang

"Let's talk let's fix this, I'll talk to Mia and tell her to abort the child so tha-" napa tigil siya dahil sinampal ko ulit

"At balak mo pang patayin ang anak mo kay Mia? No Jayden, that child is your blood and flesh at balak mo pang ipa-patay?" Pasigaw kong sabi

"I- then what should I do? Annul each other and leave you while you're carrying my child?" Sabi nya nang nalilito na.

"I didn't say we'd annul, I only said I'll go to state's and clear my mind" sabi ko habang naka hawak sa noo

"Well that's the same thing, you'd go to state's leave me and never come back" sabi nya

"I never said I'd leave you! Alam mo hindi to maayos kong mag-aaway tayo, at hindi rin to maayos kong maghihiwalay tayo Jayden. Sinabi ko lang na pupunta ako sa state's to clear up my mind dahil masakit e, asawa ko naka buntis. Knowing you already have a wife" pasigaw at paiyak kong sabi nilapitan niya ako at niyakap

"I'll come with you, let's fix this okay? I'll stay beside you and be together with our child" naiiyak niyang sabi, umiiling ako at tinulak siya

"No Jayden I want to be alone, I want to clear up my mind. With you coming with me? it would be hard" I said while staring at him, he held my hand and said carefully

"Promise you'll come back?" Titig na titig niyang sabi

"I promise" I said while smiling, he hugged me and kissed my forehead

*******

While I was packing my things, I noticed someone coming near me and it was Jayden. I looked at him with questioning eyes

"What is it?" I said closing up my luggage

"Is there a chance to change up your mind? I mean we could just stay together"

I shook my head while I slowly faced him

"This is for me and the child, please just listen I promise to show all your pictures to our child"

I said smiling then he smiled then nodded too

"I love you"

He said but I just smiled

Jayden's POV

It hurts seeing her leave me, but I had no choice I fucked up I betrayed her I've got nothing to do. All what's left is to watch her leave me behind...