Where am i...?
Is this paradise?
It's so bright here...
But suddenly i hear voices
"Congratulations, you have given birth to a healthy boy"
I felt like i was carried by a woman, is that my mom......?
"Yeah... Thank you...."
My mom looked at me, frowning
We went into our house and my mom put me in my bed, she looked really upset
"WHY THE HELL YOU LOOK LIKE THIS???!! YOU'RE A LITERAL DISGRACE TO MY FAMILY!!! BLONDE A$$ HAIR, STUPID RAINBOW EYES!! WHY DID I EVEN GIVE BIRTH TO YOU??!!!!"
I was shoked hearing those words, it hurted my ears and i felt a feeling i never know, my heart was beating fast, it giving me a very uncomfortable feeling
Chiko miko (creator) : For those one who's wondering, its fear
After that, my parents have an argument because i looked different
"YOU B1TCH! HOW DARE YOU CHEATED ON ME"
"I WOULD NEVER, WHY WOULD MY SON LOOKED LIKE THAT EITHER???!!"
"OH FVCK OFF"
"YOU ALWAYS BLAME ME ON EVERYTHING!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!"
Why is this happening....
I thought it would be normal...
"Thats it.... You're no longer my husband.... We're divorcing..."
".............."
"Now, you're the one who should fvck off......"
"..............................................................."
Oh.... I guess i'll live with my mother now....
9 years later....
"Mom, im so sorry!! Please! I've tried my best"
"SHUT UP!!!! YOU'RE THE MOST USELESS THING EVER!!!!"
I thought it would be better...
But it's getting worse................
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"Having emotions is painful" [DOUMA ANGST]
FanfictionDouma uppermoon 2 was reincarnated as a human with emotions But... All he can feel is sadness, pain, fear, and loneliness... He was abused and hated by his family .... TW : Cringe, bad grammar, abuse, cursing That's all to say, nothing else
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