"You finally came back?" He asked as he stood in the kitchen smoking a blunt, I groaned ignoring him and went upstairs to finish packing my stuff
I could tell he wasn't takin da break up well. His eyes were red, puffy, and low. All the pain inside em when I first met him was visible again
"So you really bought a new house?" He asked once he came in the room seeing me in my closet packing my clothes
"What I tell you befo I left you a few days ago?" He asked coming up behind me as I was on my tippy toes gettin my purses off the top shelf. He pressed his print against my butt but I pushed him back
"You got me fucked up if you think imma fuck you" I told him straight up grabbing my last purse and put it in a box
I squatted down and grabbed some of my shoes before puttin them in a separate box, I continued doin dis as he watched me amused
"It's funny how you think just coz you leave out da house dat means I'm gon leave you 'lone. Imma be at our otha house er'day" he said walkin up to me as I started to stuff my suitcase wit clothes
"You not gon be no where except for in dis house. Dats my house I'm movin into not ours" I made clear before takin a few suitcases downstairs to my car, he came out the house behind me wit more of my suitcases
I went inside and finished packing, he helped me in silence surprisingly. It took almost 5 hours before most of my stuff was in my new house, of course I packed half of Mani's things
"Bye ma" he said helping me into my car, I rolled my eyes at the name closing my door then made my way to my new house two houses down
I finished bringing and setting everything up which took a few hours but at least I still got it done. I took a deep breath as I laid in an empty bed feelin the tears coming again
I've been through a break up before so ion know why dis one hurt so much, dis shit cut deep for real
How can someone you give your all to plus more just throw you away like dat? Like did us not matter to him?
I even gave him a fuckin baby when I was young and not ready but I still went with it because I loved him
I loved him with all of me, gave him my whole fuckin heart and my body and he gon turn around and do some fucked up shit like dis?
I just don't know what I did to him, I thought we was good but it looks like we wasn't. It is what it is though
Imma always love him but from a distance. Only if he knew how much he hurt me with this one
For the past few days I've been cryin myself to sleep but ion think nobody know that tho and ion plan on tellin em either. I got up and went to my studio
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"Let's make an album" I sighed finding a beat
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Kentrell
"Mane honestly I think you should leave ha 'lone" Kd suggested as he held one of Amari's twins, we was currently tryna figure out how imma get Ari back. I ca see na dat I fucked up but I wasn't thinkin
"No I think dey should get back togetha" Ben told Kd and I agreed wid him
"It don't matta what y'all think, it matta what he think" Tana told dem pointin ta me as he held Amari's otha child
"I don't wan ha back I need ha back. I'm so miserable wid out ha round, I kno I hurt ha feelings and broke ha heart but all I need is one mo chance wid ha and i'a get it right. She don't wan shit ta do wimme tho" I explained and he nodded
Eva since she left I been smokin and drinkin my life away, she made my pain go away. Na dat she gone it's all back plus mo. I needa get ha back asap. I miss da fuck outta ha, real shit
"I understand whea you comin from but dis still fresh just let it play out so y'all ca be happily eva after" Tana advised me and I thought bout it, dat could take years
"Give her some time, she'll come around" Tina assured me and I nodded takin another puff from my blunt
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Tuesday 4/14/20 11:08 am West Lake Hills, TX
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Arianna
"Ari can you come over, I wanna show you sum" Ti said ova the phone
"If I come then imma have to wake Mani up" I told her and she sighed
"Please" she begged and I huffed
"Fine" I told her as I got up and grabbed Mani who was layin right next to me. I walked over to her house and knocked on the door
"Wassup lil sis" 3 greeted me as he opened the door "Lemme see lil momma" he grabbed Mani from me
"Wassup 3" I greeted him back, he moved to the side lettin me in
"Ti in da guest room on da third flo, da one all da way ta da end of da hall on da right but when you go up da stairs make a left" he explained and I scrunched my face up
"Why she not in y'all room?" I asked confused and he shrugged. I walked up both flights of stairs makin a left, walked all the way to the end of dis long ass hallway, then opened the guest room door 3 told me to but it wasn't nobody in here
"Ti" I called for her as I walked further into the room, I felt a presence behind me so I turned round being met wit a shirtless Kentrell
I rolled my eyes tryna walk around him to leave but he pulled me back to where I was standing before "I just wan talk, dats it" he assured me and I motioned my hands for him to talk
"Look I'm sorry fa da way I acted" he apologized tryna grab my hand but I quickly moved it
"Don't touch me, say whatchu need to say" I rushed him as I went to go sit on the bed, he followed me of course and sat directly next to me, so close that our thighs were touching so I scooted far away from him causing him to sigh
"Mane Ari I kno I fucked up bad but at least I'm tryna fix it you just won't lemme" he rubbed his hands down his face in frustration
"I don't want it" I mumbled, he moved closer to me trapping me against the headboard since my back was touching it
"Don't touch me" I pushed his hands off of me when he grabbed my hand starting to rub my shoulder
"I'm just tryna calm you" he said in a soft voice and I groaned in annoyance
"Man youngboy leave me alone, you the reason why I'm feeling like this so why the hell you keep fucking bothering me?" I asked gettin up from my spot. He was just too fuckin close to me
"I'm tryna apologiz-
"Ion wantcho apology so get the fuck out" I pointed to the door
"You lucky" he chuckled a lil pointing his index finger at me then walked outta the room. I walked downstairs seeing everybody down here
"Gimme my baby" I grabbed her from Ti "Y'all fuckin set me up, don't ask me to over anymore" I angrily said before walkin out heading back to my house
___________________________________ Welp it looks like they not getting back together any time soon
