My Husby(HAUSA NOVEL)

State of mind

ASMIE'S POV
          That feeling were you feel unwanted,unloved came rushing down on me .
     I mean my father sold me , he gave me out like a goat for a peace offering ...... i was i deep thought when the ringing tone of my phone cut me off
         "Assalamualaikum " the person said through the phone
"Waalaikumusalam " i said my voice cracking through the line
              "Ohh my little dove so is true your father really did married you off" the person said while sobbing I recognized that fake sob immediately MY AUNTY
   My aunty is not a nice woman she never liked my mum since i can remember,she doesn't like me but she pretends to. I'm happy she pretends to like me at Least she get to be nice to me and i get to hug her once in a while and i like her but I don't like how she badmouth my mom and me behind our back ...cos one time i sneaked into my dad room and i over heard them talking about my mom and i she was telling my dad to divorce my mom before she influence me badly
    "Good evening Aunty yusira " i greeted her
                "No need to greet my my love so is true ? When i heard i was mad at your father because he didn't tell me talk more of inviting me and i heard the guy is a vobe is it true" my aunty blabbered
    "Yes ma" i told her a single tear betraying me by falling down
    The line was silent for a while before i head my cousin in the background saying "asmie always get what i want why"
   " congratulations my dove now kin zamu hijiya no a vobe sef" my aunty said
"Hmm" i said .  I saw mubarak entering the room
"Aunty i will call you later please greet jiddarh for me" i told her and hang up the phone

           Mubarak was just staring at me making me uncomfortable
" you cried" he said while coming closer to me
"Why" he asked
"I-ii-i" i stammered while looking down he is intimidating me
"You what" he said while cleaning my tears . Immediately his palm touched my skin goosebumps where all over it
  I don't know why i feel like this toward him
"I was not cr-crying" i stuttered
          "Turns out you are not only a slut but a liar to " he withdrew his hand and walked pass me
    He went to the bathroom and took his bath he came out with a towel around his waist after seeing him i immediately turned around Praying to Allah to safe me
     " come and dry me" i heard my heart coming out of my chest
" please" i pleaded not knowing why i am begging
"Come"  as he said it again like my legs have the mind of its own and moved to his direction
        I was in his front looking at my hands not daring to look anywhere
"Clean me" he repeated and passed me the towel, I collected it and started cleaning him but careful enough to not allow my bare hands to touch his body he was staring at me intensely i was careful enough to avoid his gaze. Five minutes later i was through
  " I'm done " I whispered
" hmmm" he said
I left the room for him to get changed after 20 minutes he came out
"Don't wait for me" he said while walking out
I went back to the room and saw his phone
Mubarak forgot this phone i saw a new notification coming in WE'VE ARRANGED THE BEST STRIPPER IN TOWN FOR YOU......PLEASE HURRY UP EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR YOU... from isaac McMahon 
     i felt nothing i felt numb my parents still haven't called to ask for my well-being my best friend too. I was in that state of mind where nothing feels giddy everything is just there  . But I didn't carry this time i just felt dead inside i felt alone i felt rejected i felt ugly.

Hello everyone it's been a very long time forgive me for the late update will you 🙏this chapter is dedicated to@mamarh824.... and i love yall😘🤍