say we'll be together in the end

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robert felt too exposed with simon lying there like that. he was staring at him, leering, as though he was to be devoured. he pulled his cardigan closer to cover more of his nude body. he had taken to keeping it on these days, even after he had taken off his shirt. it made these touring nights feel that little bit more homely. he reached a shaky hand forward and let it fall to simons cock; firm against his chest, hard and huge as ever. the one thing that seemed immune to the passage of time. he jerked it slowly, stalling before he had to take a deep breath and crawl over simons legs on his hands and knees.

he hovered over simons face and pressed their lips together. simons arms were wrapped around him again and they embraced him comfortingly. he sighed into simons open mouth and pushed himself to sit upright on top of him. he shimmied slightly back on the mattress until he could easily reach behind him to feel simons raging erection, he looked back to simon and caught a glimpse of his own, which laid against simons belly. its tip glistened slightly in the dim bedroom light. on increasingly shaky knees, robert raised himself up until he could feel simon press against his slick entrance.

he closed his eyes in rapture and silently rejoiced at how damn good simon had become at fingering him over the years as he lowered himself down onto the thick member with little resistance. he silently embraced the first slide in. once simon was fully inside, robert settled himself by rolling his hips side to side. momentarily embracing the lovely sensation of being completely filled up, his lovers size was truly remarkable so he took every chance he could to appreciate that feeling of absolute fullness. simon made a small choking noise beneath him and both hands swiftly planted themselves on roberts ass. eyes screwed shut, he sighed and whispered to himself 'that's it'.

he opened his eyes to look down at simon, who's gaze had been searing into him the whole time. his face hadn't moved at all, and the look in his eyes made robert feel even more naked than he already was.

'don't look at me like that' robert remarked with a weak smile, scrunching his nose and laughing a little in an attempt to ease his lingering nerves. he rubbed his face with his hands, brieflyconcealing it from simons leer. he felt dizzy and breathless, exposed at being thrust out of his comfort zone. worst of all, he was hard and he really needed relief. he looked through his fingers to see simons gleaming face. his knees were already aching from sitting in this position and he knew full well that he would be struggling to walk tomorrow from that alone. it wouldn't be the first time simon had him limping after a night together, not at all. his mind raced with the memories of sordid nights together, rough nights of clawing and rutting and howling into the humid air while the world slept around them. nights that became long, slow afternoons. nights that lived on for hours, for days— in the bites, the bruises, the sharp pain in his spine, these mementos of their greatest moments.

he looked down at simon again, he could tell he was growing restless with roberts lack of movement. he rested himself by planting his arms on simons ribcage and settling his weight forward. he raised his hips, pushing up until simon almost slipped out of him before quickly sitting back down. he repeated the action immediately, this time shifting his hips so that on the glorious slide back onto simon he could feel a beautiful strike against his sensitive prostate. his legs shook around simon and he arched his back.

a hand brushed over his face, clearing the loose hair from around his eyes, pushing it out of the way. simon combed roberts hair with his fingers, fiddling with the ribbon at the side of his head, twisting the grey strands between his fingers. it moved away, then landed again on the side of roberts face. he rubbed his thumb over roberts full cheek and cradled his face in his palm.

'keep going'

robert smiled at simons command and happily obeyed. he raised himself again, lowering himself just right. simons choked groan only spurred him on further. he moved again. again. up and down. finding a comfortably slow rhythm for the two, that still made both of their heads reel. it felt good to have control of simons speed, it gave him the perfect leverage to tease him. robert clenched his hole slightly around simons cock as he reached the base again, revelling in the way simon had bucked his hips up to meet him. he couldn't help the way it all made him moan, he knew he should stay quiet but he couldn't stop the noises from escaping him. he was painfully conscious of the noises the bed was making though. another small bounce onto simons length made the frame creak below them.

he was contentedly letting these thoughts slip away as he continued to ride simon into the mattress. robert slumped forward with his hands above simons shoulders as he continued this beautiful motion. he whined with his head above simons and screwed his eyes shut in concentration. when the bassist plunged his fingers deeper against the flesh of his bare thighs, robert sobbed. 'there you go' he mumbled, still staring robert down as his face contorted in pleasure 'you're taking me so well rob'

simon was already close, his stamina straining from the near hour of foreplay they had indulged in. robert could usually tell from the way his hips began to spasm against him, the way his words trailed off into staggered moans. he forcefully hauled robert into his lap and groaned with his head resting back on the pillow. eyes closed, face relaxed as he pumped robert full. jerking back up against robert to fuck every last drop of cum into him.

simon craned his neck up and threw his arms around roberts shoulders, licking into roberts mouth. 'simon' he gasped against his lovers wet mouth 'please i'm so close now' and before he could beg any longer, simons hand darted between the two. he clenched his knees around simons waist in absolute stimulation as simon began to jerk him quickly in his hand. he smeared the precum over the shaft and darted his thumb over the sensitive head. he moved his hand just a little bit faster and that brought robert over the edge, shuddering as he felt the sticky spurts between them. he clenched again around simons length, still buried inside him. though when he arched his back, he could feel the man slipping out of him. he hissed at the sensation and collapsed to the side— now thoroughly exhausted, but still aware of the fact he might crush simon.

they laid in silence for a moment; the only sound in the room was their laboured breathing and the muffled blare of the television in the room above them. robert grounded himself by focusing on the sensation of simon dripping out of him. at any other time he would worry about potential stains, but not tonight. he tucked his legs together and rolled onto his side to look at simon, who still laid right where he had been the whole time.

'did- did y'like that si?' he whispered with a smile tugging at his lips. simon, in response, beckoned him closer and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. robert shuffled himself over and melted against simons side, he pressed their foreheads together and pushed his nose against roberts. he stroked roberts hairy chest, delicately tweaking a nipple, and spoke softly in response

'you're perfect rob' and he pecked roberts lips gently 'you always are'

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NOTE: i know its been so long since i last posted, im sorry... lifes been busy and i have two works right now that will take A Lot of work. i have another impulse fic that will likely be posted next week so keep an eye out for that!! this ones set when the lads are younger... im very happy with it so far