chapter 5. is it destiny? but why

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After a few days later,

Weiying was sitting in his class and attending on his class
But feels bored the topic which was taking and he was looking outside of the class room and he he did saw a
Handsome man who was walking and pass by this class room
His heart was stopped for a while
He feels the same movement his heart was racing loudly as a motorbike races it's speed
Pov weiying's mind :
Is it destiny? Do i really seeing though my eyes is real ?
But why did !

Can I believe my eyes ?
Do is it you ?
Tell me why ? Did you appear again in my life !

Do i ever wanna say things
Would i ever say to you?
Would you expect my heart?
Why you still hurt me ?
In your innocent face , why did i fall again and again

If you were not my destiny then why we meet again and again when i wish i never meet you again

You never know how madly i love's you
Hah! It's only for you how others people mad behind you

Sometimes when i see you
I hope if i never saw you
I'd never fall for you
I had never attracted toward you

You were aways different from my eyes
,  You were silent but i can see the emotions through your eyes

How suffocated you feel in your lonely ness even you have everything about everyone

But you did be empty with something

Other say you are cold hearted prince  but i can see your warm heart and the Love you keep for  loved once of yours

I wanted to ask you

Do ever you notice me ?
Do ever you feel something special towards me ?

Hahh!! What hell am I thinking

How can someone like him notice me ever , I'm just a middle class boy
Who never has a right on some one like him

Even i feel jeously when your with others
But i think about it
That, what right  for me to think about it ?
When i say i like you

You will reject me like you do to others

And I ...... And my feelings..... Just.... As always you this .... It's lie ...

But you will never know
How much pure love i had for you

If loving someone is not wrong thing but we know they never be ours
But still we can't stop loving them

God if god knows someone is will never be ours ,
Then why he met us with them
And make fallen for them hardly

Shit it hurts see them with others
I hope i never seen you
But i can not pretend
When i see your beautiful golden eyes
I don't know why i melts in it
Even more i fall damn for you

  

Continued

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