DEAR MIC'S DIARY...

Dear diary, [1]

I was wandering deep into the forest, as thats usually where my little..'corner' is. After about half an hour, i found it. Tree stumps, sticks and broken pencils. I sat down and opened my diary, reading every word I wrote.

"Dear mic's diary,
Today was hard yet again. I had a massive headache and every second of the day I felt the need to write in my diary; it's like I have some sort of 'strong connection' with it. I've also been thinking strange thoughts and having strange urges to murder." I started whispering, even though noone can hear me right now.

"It's scary, Ive even considered killing one of my friends. It also kinda feels like my diary is controlling me in a way. I'm writing in it every second of the day, others are even worried about me. It's sad. Most of them are seeing me as worthless now, but I'm not surprised. I barely participate in challenges anymore, I keep to myself, I don't talk anymore, ect."

I felt hot tears sting at my eyes..I can't cry. Not right now, atleast. It would get my diary wet, and smudge the words. I quickly wiped my tears from their ducts and continued writing.

"Anyways, back to my diary. If I ever pre-write anything in my diary I have to do it later on. I have to. With that said, I'm closing up this entry. I'm going to kill a small contestant first." I slammed my diary shut. What am I thinking..? Eh, doesn't matter.

but what if you get caught?

they'll hate you.

I jumped at the sudden thoughts and anxiety going through my head. "..they already hate me. What's your point?" I responded in a whisper.

I put my knee up and broke my pencil. No evidence.

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"euughh,," I sat up, nauseous. I've been sick for days..Lightbulb has been checking up on me..a lot. I mean, I don't blame her, but I hope she doesn't forget about her life and just focus on mine. I can still do challenges. I can clean, cook, be active..but she still chooses to be overprotective over me.

She just walked through my door..I didn't notice. "Earth to testy??? Testtube????? Heloooooooooooooo—" I hate to admit that I screamed. Loud. "AAAA-" "SHSHSHSHSH!!!..be quiet! People are gonna think I murdered you or something, aha!" ..yea. Aha, very funny Lightbulb. "Sorry for screaming." I was breathing a bit sharply, and it seemed like Lightbulb took note. "It's no problem! I'm very scary if I do say so myself." "mheheh..you are. Sometimes." "I am infact terrifying ALL the time!" I doubt that.

Some time passed, and I was getting bored. "Lightbulb..? Do you mind leaving for a bit? I'm tired." She nodded. I looked at her, and smiled a bit. "Goodnight kiss?"
"Ok!" Lightbulb gave me a quick kiss on my forehead before walking out the room. I love her so much. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.