Still Complicated

Bad Dreams

I got off the bed irritated out of my fucking mind

I grabbed my robe and walked to the door opening it just enough

"Ma Dynasty won't stop crying and Lani isn't here and she won't talk to me and tell me what's wrong" Jr.said worried.

"Ok here I come " I said running to the bathroom cleaning myself up and putting on new pajamas quickly

I walked out of me and Xaviers room and headed down the hall to Dynastys room.

Opening the door gently I seen her on the bed wrapped in a little ball crying

I closed the door behind me going to sit beside her on the bed.

"What's wrong baby " I said placing my arm on her shoulder

"I had a dream that you and daddy where going to abandon me like my real mom did "She said staring at the wall

I bit my inner cheek let me find that poor ass excuse for a mother. Let me get 23 seconds to beat that ass again.

I hated that we even told Dynasty about the bitch if it was up to me she wouldn't know it has only caused her pain and abandonment issues. But we knew it was best to tell her before someone else did or she was too old.

I got my nerves together before responding

"Dynasty me and Xavier are nothing like your mother you hear me. You got my word you have been my daughter since the day your mom brought you to my door step.Don't think of it as her abandoning you think of it as her opening a door to a life she could never have given you. " I said hugging her

"I love you mom " she said wiping her tears

"I love you more " I said as we laid in her bed talking about anything until she feel asleep

Laylani POV

I sat on Kadeyahs bed deciding that I might as well stay the night

I shot my mom a text letting her know what was going on. Just as I hit send Kadeyah walked in with a huge smile on her face

"Bitch guess what "she said excitedly plopping down on the bed beside me

"Oh lord.... what? " I asked already knowing it was something

"Bae just invited us to his party so get up and get ready "she said in a im not playing tone.

"My closet is your closet so find something cute and let's go " she said plugging up her flat irons in her personal bathroom .

I got up and went to her closet pulling out a white flair crop top, some stone washed Trus, and some white sandals .