Their is One thing holding her back ! The undeniable truth of ... The hatred that fills their hearts ! She might grind and work her socks off ! But the evil , manipulative, peices of shit , Know as children try to destroy her and pull her down ever single day. Yet if they cause her to fall , no matter how much they want her too she refuse to stay down showing off how strong she is ! However thanks to them she detests life ... Holding her breath in hopes she dosent break. She also Thinks she is worthless and wishes she could drown in a pool so deep no one will ever find her ! But even though she feels like crap she refuses to let those lowlifes win! She survives the pain by grinding every day and ever night with drains every ounce of energy she has.
This young girl is so willing to make sure the don't destroy by causing her to crumble . She is willing to drain and loses every ounce of blood sweat and tears she has so she keeps on pretending like everything is normal, wether she is in so much pain or feels completely and utterly numb she will be smiling even when she is in more pain than any adolescent should ever experience . She thinks she has friends but the people that claim to be her friends are part of the evil that try to destroy her and bring her down, but due to her kindness and love for people around her she refuses to give up on them. Although really she is all alone !
It is her against the world ! However although she is frighting the cowards of the world all by herself to afraid to ask for help Incase people believe that she is the monster of the world , the only reason she survived is because a wise young man once taught her that nothing is over till your underground and the only way to survive this cruel world is to be relentless. So that's is exactly what she become. Relentless..... She holds on to a word so fucking powerful and strong! she feels like it is her only friend and with out it she would be buried 6 feet underground! It is her lifeline and without it she would have snapped into half !
She is the twig their trying to snap ! Relentless is the rope holding the twig together ..... For now .......... However she feels like she is falling now but things change and so do evil . So just mabey not only will she survive but she will succeed !
Life is the one place she dosent want to be and the place she feels that she dosent fit ! She is the alien of the word and the monsters are the hunters trying to wipe her from existence as they fear her ! So right now ..... It's all ..... About her ...
All about her ... Yet all about them... She thinks it's all about survival. Right now she wants to scream "someone fucking help me I Carnt win , I'm fucking drowning " but she knows if she screams tears will be seen and they will believe that they are winning . So a brave face is all they will ever see ! Truly we believe life is amazing but really it's a dull place to be ! So know she Carnt wait to give up ... But she is not going to do it yet .... It's too soon to give up .... Cause it's all about her.... And the story's only just begging !
Who is she may be a question your waiting to be answered well it's simple she is me " "hello my name is Ella Mendez and this is my survival story I am 16 years old and survived being bullied and I'm gonna share my life with you but I can assure you right now I'm not giving up cause my story has only just begun ... Until next time peeps".
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Non-Fictiona young girl dreams of being the biggest inspiration to everyone around her but struggles to find a way to do this but after digging deep inside her soul she relised how different she was from everyone around her causing her to stand out by followin...
