16: I just wanted it all to stop

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"Jo come on, we gotta go to bed" Rafe laughed

"come on one more" I said pulling him back towards the table

"Jo i really don't think-"

"please" I said cutting him off

"fine...one more" he said as we both bent down

"same time?" I asked looking up at him

"same time" he laughed as we both took another line. I'd lost count how many I was on by now. 

"Right that was it, last one" he laughed wiping away at his nose

"that's fine" I said sitting back. My eyelids started to feel heavy so I let my head roll back onto the sofa and drifted off to sleep.

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⚠️THIS NEXT BIT IS JUST ONE MASSIVE TRIGGER WARNING, Drugs, Overdosing, mentions of suicide⚠️


Rafe's POV:

"Jo, Jo come on" I said nudging her arm as she fell asleep about five minutes ago but she didn't budge "I swear to god Jo, if i have to drag you to bed myself I will"......still no response "Jo? Jo this isn't funny" i said now sitting down next to her and her read rolled to the side....her lips were slightly blue and her face was pale "Jo?!" I said now panicked and grabbing at her face....it was cold...ice cold "Jo? Jo please, wake up" shit, Shit, SHIT. "JO!" A pulse...is there a pulse. Nope no pulse....wait...is that a pulse? Ok, yes it's there...barely but it's there. 911...I have to call 911 right? No I can't call 911, how am I meant to explain how this happened....i'll get in so much trouble, but Jo could die if I don't. I can't get in trouble with the cops, my dad would kill me, shit i need to do something. "SARAH! SARAH COME QUICK!" I screamed she will know what to do.....shit Sarah isn't here. It's just me....do I hide the body? How do i hide a body....that's not exactly something I can just google. John B would come looking for her and JJ would know it was me...shit what do I do. Wait? JJ...that's it.

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JJ's POV:

"I just can't believe she would do something like that" Pope said quietly from the floor

"what? Relapse or cheat" I snapped

"both" he shrugged

"ok, I got....beer, vodka and weed" John B said walking back in from his room

"all of the above" I said reaching out and grabbing a bottle of vodka from him taking a massive gulp

"so what are you gonna do man....cause she lives here and I can't exactly kick her out. I mean i'm obviously gonna kill her cause-" John B asked

"it's fine John B.....i'll just avoid her like i used to" I shrugged taking another drink "I can't exactly stop you guys from seeing her" I sighed when my phone lit up beside me "....it's her" i said picking up my phone as Pope snatched it out of my hands

"nuh uh uh. No, she doesn't get to do this again. If she wants to talk to you she knows where you are" he said declining the call

"Pope" I sighed trying to snatch the phone out of his hands but he pulled it away

"I'm with Pope on this one buddy" John B shrugged

"look, she's with Rafe, what if she needs help....I knew i shouldn't have left her there"

"she can handle herself" John B shrugged as the phone started ringing again and Pope instantly declined it

"seriously Pope give me my phone" I snapped standing up

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