Jo's POV:
Next thing I knew Rafe was kissing me. It only took me about half a second to realise what was happening before I shoved him off me
"Rafe what the fuck are you doing" I snapped shoving him backwards
"i-uhhh" he started but was quickly interrupted by a voice
"Maybe you are the whore everyone thinks you are" the voice yelled out
"JJ?" I said looking round shocked
"don't JJ me" he snapped walking closer "so what?, you get to have a hissy fit at me for cheating on you with Kie when I wasn't even doing anything but here you are" he said gesturing at Rafe
"JJ I swear it's-"
"not what it looks like?" he said cutting me off "Jo you were just kissing him"
"no, he kissed me" I said quickly as I noticed he glanced at the table behind me
"you relapsed" he said looking up at me with hurt in his eyes
"JJ- I swear-"
"yea whatever Jo, have fun with your psycho boyfriend who need I remind you just held your actual boyfriend at gunpoint no more than five hours ago......sorry let me correct myself, he held your ex boyfriend at gunpoint" he snapped starting to walk away
"Ex? What? No, JJ, don't be like this come on" I said chasing after him
"You know what Jo" he said stopping and turning around "Kie was right....nothing is ever good enough for you"
"don't say that, JJ you are good enough"
"clearly, that's why you're high out of your mind with a fucking attempted murderer" he said once again gesturing at Rafe
"i'm sorry ok?! I just needed to-"
"if I was good enough Jo, you wouldn't feel like you needed to, you would know you could come to me"
"I tried to! You got mad"
"don't turn this around on me" he snapped "you did this for you. You're selfish, you're manipulative and don't ever care about how your actions might affect others" he said now starting to yell as he hopped up onto the wall "we are done Jo....why don't you go sniff some more coke" he said finally jumping over the wall
"JJ!" I yelled as he disappeared over the other side "PLEASE JJ! DON'T GO" I shouted sprinting to the front gates. By the time the stupid automatic things opened I watched as the twinkie sped past me and up the street "FOR FUCK SAKE" I screaming turning around and walking back up towards Rafe and punching him square in the jaw "YOU FUCKING BASTARD, LOOK AT WHAT YOU'VE DONE" I screamed before collapsing into the couch
"ouch" he muttered to himself "why do you even care? You have me" he said sitting down next to me
"No Rafe, I don't have you, because as I have now said a million times there is nothing happening between us'
"yea but now that JJ is out of the picture-"
"Now that JJ is out of the picture I just wanna get high and forget that tonight ever fucking happened" I snapped sitting up and sniffing another line of coke
"Jo come on, thats like your 4th line now....you've had enough"
"I'll say when i've had enough" I snapped wiping my nose
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It was now a few hours later I could barely see or stand but that also meant I couldn't feel which was exactly my aim
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The Summer is ours// JJ Maybank
Fanfiction// this story will not follow the original plot of outer banks, simply the characters and the setting. Been there, watched that. // Jo Routledge, Twin sister to John B Routledge, honorary member of the pogues. She is always getting into trouble wit...
