Guilty Secrets (Not Edited)

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I put my phone down

"Hey y'all." Kizzie came down

"This smells good Durrell." She smiled at him

"Thanks, I guess. Want a plate?" He asked

she nodded and he fixed her plate.

"You've been happy girl." I smiled at her

"Yeah!" She looked down and blushed

"Is it some boy?" I asked

"Better not be no boy." Nathan came out of nowhere

"It's not..." She said

"Better not be."

" Y si era que no te haces una mierda." She said and my eyebrows shot up

"Kizzie! You speak spanish?!" I asked

"Yea she speak it and I told her little ass not too... She probably cussing us out with her little ass. Ima beat ya ass girl." He said while pouring cereal

" Usted no va a hacer mierda culo mudo." She said under her breath and then spoke again. "Sorry."

"Yeah, what's got into you?" Jada asked coming down, now everybodies in the kitchen

"I don't know... Thanks for the food. I'll be in my room if y'all need me." She said getting up

||Kizzie||

I went up to my room and turned on my tv and I see the porn still on from yesterday, I went to my door and locked it. I turned it all the way down and began watching it.

I decided to call Tony.

..... ..... ..... ..... .....

"Yo?" He answered

"Hey." I said and began smiling

"Kiz? What you want? .... I mean doing?"

"I was just thinking about you."

"Oh. I was kinda thinking bout you too."

"Uhm, I'm going to let you go, seems like you don't have time to talk."

"Nah, look. come hang with me."

"Where are you?" I asked

"I'm at home right now but meet me at ya moms crib."

"Why can't I just come to your house?"

"Cause I said so, damn. Meet me at your moms house."

"Okay." I said and hung up.

I put my shoes on and went down and asked my dad to take me to my moms house.

Later that night...
||Jada||

Times winding down it's almost time for Nami and her little family to leave. I'm going to miss them. I'm still worried about Nami. She said she wasn't feeling good last night then she wound up drunk. That's a conversation for another day though.

"Jada, take us to the airport?!" She asked. I mean, I may as well. Nathan just left with Kizzie

"Yeah sure." I said and I helped them load their belongings.

"Namoi, I never got to ask... How's the modeling business?"

"It's alright. Could be better."

I nodded. "Durrell! How you and music been?" I asked

"Ehh, i'm trying... I can't really flow with nothing yet."

"I understand, and Kj... How's school?" I asked

"Well, mommy took me out my preschool class. I got to school at home and I do a lot of work."

"No wonder you're beginning to be so smart!" I smiled at him

"Yes, we home schooled him so he could skip a grade or two, we want him to be very successful in life." She smiled

"That's good." I said as I pulled into the parking lot.  "We're here."

They hopped out, said bye and disappeared into the little crowd. I drove back to the house crying my eyes out. I feel so lonely. Now that Kizzie has grown up she barley has wants anything to do with me. Nathan, he is here, but I want a child to love me like I love children. I may as well go work at a daycare or at a school, I'm qualified to, but the thing about that is when the kids you start with has to leave, when you grow a bond with someone and then you part from them.

I got back to the house and when I got in I seen rose petals on the ground. I laughed. I smelt food cooking, I walked to the kitchen and seen Nathan cooking. I shook my head. I sat at the table and waited for him to turn around, which he did.

"Damn Jada, you can't be scaring a nigga like that." He said causing me to laugh

"What is all of this?" I asked

"I want to have a special night with you. It's just us tonight, Kizzie's with her mom for the rest of the week and weekend, and Namoi and them is gone. It's just us." He walked over to me and kissed my forrhead

"Awee this is sweet!"

"Yeah, want something to eat?" He asked

"Maybe later. I just got done eating some sliced up pineapple in the car.. You going to eat though right?"

"I'd rather eat you." He said in my ear "You ready to have my kids?"

"I already told you Nathan... I can't get pregnant.."

"Come on." He put me over his shoulder and carried me up the stairs. I think me and you both know what went down once we got in the room.

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Whack I know.
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