Summer Time Sadness

Chapter 1: A Change.

"AMELIA!"
"What mum!"
"Are your bags packed?"
"Yes mum!"
"Meet me in the car!"
"I will in a few minutes"

I'm Amelia I'm 16, and I'm from Michigan. That's where all my family and friend live.
And today is the day I say goodbye to that.
"AMELIA!"
"Coming!"
I put my luggage in the trunk and then get in the car. I put on my headphones and tune out the world.
"Earth to Amelia."
"What!" I snap I didn't mean to but leave me alone for just 10 minutes that's all I want.
"Do you want anything from the gas station."
My mum says quietly she sounds more upset this time.
"Just a Dr. Pepper and Doritos?"
"Ok." My mom says and smiles softly.
She gets back and hands me my stuff and I set it down next to me.
I watch the rain trickle down the window and I slowly fall asleep.

~

When I wake up the car was pulling up to a house.
Not much bigger then my old house but it's still really nice.
I grab my luggage and run inside.
I look around for a second and then run upstairs. I walk into a room and its beautiful. It has a canopy over the bed with light pink sheets. And a beautiful white vanity and it's own bathroom.
"Mum can this be my room!"
"Why not!" she says with a soft smile.
I unpack my bags and I find a picture of my dad. He died from cancer.
Tears trickle down my face.
I wipe the tears away that are falling down my face and go outside to ride my bike.
When I get home I walk in my room and see a backpack filled with  my school supplies
"Your starting school tomorrow!"
"Ok mum!"
she calls me down for dinner.
It's spaghetti, my favorite.
We eat dinner and I go back upstairs.

~

In the morning I get up and make my bed.
I finally get dressed after taking at least 10 minutes to pick out what I am going to wear.
I decided on a white crop top and pink shorts, I find my Birkenstocks and slip them on, grab my backpack and head for school.

~

At school I walk in and I feel like people are staring I put that past me and walk in confidently.
Some guy walks up to me and introduces himself as Daniel.
He's cute.
But he has a girlfriend, Jenna.
She's very popular and pretty.
I wish I was like her.
I go to my classes and everything seems to be going smoothly until he walks into the classroom.
Shit the way he looks makes me wet.
He looks at me and says "hey Amelia."
I love my name now.
It's lunch time and I stay in the classroom to catch up on my book, I love reading.
I put in my AirPods and start reading.
Shit I can't even focus because I'm so horny.
I look around the classroom and see his pen.
I grab it desperately and, stick it up me biting my lips to control my moaning.
I see Daniel walk by the classroom smirking.
Shit he knows.
I take the pen out and put it on his desk hoping he won't notice.
When class starts he grabs his pen.
Shit I should stop staring.
He puts the pen in his mouth.
My draw drops and he says "is there something wrong Amelia." He sounds genuinely confused so I say "no.."
class ends
People are definitely staring.
You don't belong here.
I miss my friends.
Are my thoughts all day.
I go upstairs to my room and lay down on my bed once school is over.
No friends.
Lots of homework.
No food to eat.
No one to talk to.
I start crying.
Crying turns into sobbing.
And eventually I black out.