Love So Life

26

"It's not money P'Porsche and my grades are doing great I don't need any more extra classes" I said.

"Oh...That's great...Good job" He said smiling.

Then reached out from across the table and ruffled my hair.

I decided to just tell him.

"P'Porsche there's something I wanted to talk to you about for a while now...I just hope you'll accept it and don't get mad" I said.

He frowned and tilted his head to the side.

"Ummm...I...I'm actually..." I started.

I took a deep breath and nodded to myself.

"I like guys...It's been a while now so I'm sure of it but...I really hope that won't be a disappointment for you" I said.

He stayed silent for what felt like minutes.

Was he angry at me? Is that why he wasn't talking at all?

"And?" He asked.

"And what? I like guys" I said frowning.

"No I meant and? As in and what? What comes after that?" He asked.

What kind of reaction is that?

"Do you have a crush on a guy now?" He asked.

"Ummm..." I started.

"Why are you so nervous? I'm not mad about it at all" He said.

"Really?" I asked frowning.

"Of course" He said.

Then stood up and pulled a chair and sat down next to me.

"You do have a crush on someone don't you? What's he like? Is he a good person?" P'Porsche asked.

Well...That didn't go the way I imagined at all...

Damn I didn't plan that far ahead.

"Ummm...It's not important I should just forget it" I said.

"Without even trying?" He asked frowning.

"There are a lot of reasons I should forget about it" I said.

"Like what?" P'Porsche asked.

"Well...He's..." I started.

Then decided to change the subject.

"Nevermind that...You also wanted to tell me something right?" I asked.

"Not really I was just worried about you" He said.

I bit my lip in embarrassment.

"But anyway...If that's what was bothering you then don't worry about it at all you're still my little brother and I love you with all my heart and all this sappy talk" He said smiling.

I chuckled and shook my head then hugged his side.

"I also noticed that you made a new friend so you can invite him over if you want" He said.