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But i must say sidharth .... Tu is duniya ka sabse badkismat insan hai ... Jisne ek aisi ladki ko tod kar rakh diya jisme sirf tujhse mohobbat ki

Kaise .... Varun whispered he too had the painful tears in his eyes as if he could sense the pain she felt when he blamed her accused her

Broke her ... He didn't just broke her .. but killed his own love with his own hands ...

Puri duniya ko uska pyaar dikha phir tujhe kaise nhi dikha ? .... He held sidharth from his shoulders ... Who kept looking at Varun like a lost child ...

Khair in sab baaton ka koi fayda nhi ... Kyuki jaa chuki hai wo ... Tujhse bohot door ... Or main chahunga ke wo ab tujhe kabhi wpasa na mile ... He whispered as the tear streamed down his eyes ... No wonder he had met the little girl some while ago ... But he had always cared for her like his own sister ...

Par ek baat batana chahunga ... Behen jaisi thi wo meri ? ... He whispered his eyes held honesty which made his soul shiver ...

Agar abhi bhi bharosa nhi toh dekh isse ... He impulsively took out his wallet opening he showed a pic of a girl ...

Fiance hai meri ... Shaadi hone wali hai ... Phir kaise ... Chi ...

You know what ... You deserved this only ... Tu uska pyaar deserve karta hi nhi ... Pagal hai wo ... Pagal ... Tere liye ... Deewano ki tarah chaaha hai usne tujhe ... Meeera ki tarah Pooja hai tujhe ...

Ishq kiya ... Par tu ... Tu usse samajh nhi paya ... The tears of guilt streamed down his eyes as he stood numb ... Varun left from his place ...

He didn't wanted to see sidharth again ... Even left his company ...

Sidharth stood there ... Reminsing the painful words he said to her ...

Where as she stood numb ... He broke her again ...

Jo ek baar ho wo galti
Or jo baar baar ho wo gunah hota hai

Maine ... Ye maine kya kar diya ? ...asked his own self ... Fell down on his knees as the drop of guilty tear rushed down his eyes ...

He felt suffocated .... Suffocated of his own self ... This is the moment where he just wanted to kill himself nothing else he did wanted ...

In his jealousy... His insecurity.

He imagined a fucking scenario in his mind nad believed that for god's sake ...

Where is love now ?.... Kaha gya wo pyaar ? ... Wo waade ... Wo kasme ... Sab jhoot tha ... His heart spoke ...

He was feeling it was difficult to breath ...

His breaths were higher head spinning ... UNBEARABLE pain rushed up in his chest as he rubbed the area ...

In next moment he knows he was having a panic attack ... He didn't knew what to do ... His mind was numb ... Only one thing that came in his mind is ...

Naaz ... His naaz ...

Naaz ... Kaha hai ... Nhi ... I won't let you go .... Tum ... Mujhe ... Chorh kar nhi ... You won't leave me na ? ... Maaf mat karna naaz ... Saza dena ... Maaf mat karna ... Par ..mujhe chorh kar mat jaana ... Desperately goes in search for her ....

He tried finding her everywhere ...

But she was no where .....

That's where he lost .... He lost the sidharth

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