5/21/15
Monsters don't hide under your bed. They scream in your head. I vow today as the worst day ever. I have never been so depressed in my life. The only reason everything is upsetting. (Haven't seen her since she moved away so it was our plan for her to come out to visit me. We both miss each other so much. We just wanna see each other again.) My best friend was going to come out until my grandma disproved. She was going to come for my birthday BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER !! But she can't come, I stood up to my grandma, you never let me be happy !! That's when it all started, she made me super mad, I yelled at her. I pushed her out of the way. Slammed both doors, mine and hers. I got threatened to be slapped in the face by my grandpa (who doesn't know his own strength, he scares me :( I cried so much I couldn't breathe. It took me awhile to move because I was so scared. I've been depressed ever since then. Thoughts of sleeping forever. Ending my pain. I vow this day as the worst day ever. As the monsters in my head scream, I'm dying slowly.
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Writing is my Escape: Poetry
الشعرSome poems, I have written to escape my world, and write. I have written only two poems so far but I love them. So I decided to share them. It's about my depression, hidden stuff, inner feelings, written into words. I hope you like them .
