YOU COMPLETE ME

Part 39

~Epilogue is included in this chapter~

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Alexa

I was looking at the doctor waiting for him to speak

He sigh and looked at harry shaking his head

He stilled as the doctor went away putting a hand on my shoulder with a sorry face

I frown looking at him totally confused why is he acting this way

I turn towards harry who was also looking at me with same feelings in his eyes that doctor looked at me

I get off his lap standing up "what is it?" I ask

"your mother...she" he inhale through his mouth holding a breathe for a second then letting go "she is no more"

I stand there

why?

Staring at him without any thoughts coming to my mind
As if My brain stopped working and I was staring at nowhere

Voice of different people filled my ears

Some of them crying for the lost of a loved one while some of them thanking god to save the ones they were praying for

A little shake bring me back and I looked up at him

His eyes were filled with worry as he hug me tightly I stare at the floor not saying anything nor hugging him back

He don't understand
He will never
How it fucking feels right now

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"I am so sorry" someone said to me as I say nothing

I've heard their sorries million times every person right here just say this one thing and go away as if this sorry will bring her back as if this sorry will make everything right

"You haven't eaten anything" I hear him say as he come sit beside me and I look nowhere

"I am not hungry"

Silence

He sighs "please eat something" he whisper softly putting his hand on my knee

I move his hand away shaking my head

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Harry

She was so empty

I could never imagine the pain she must be feeling

She haven't cried her heart out like she do
She is too tired

I wish I could take all of her pain away from her
Why can't I do that?

Somehow I make her eat little bit after that she went to our room not saying anything to anyone

I make my way upstairs and warned every one of them to not follow me or come upstairs

I walk inside the room and she was there sitting on bed her head tilted and she was looking down

My heart breaks completely seeing her like this

I slowly make my where she was sitting

"Why do they always leave?" I hear her quiet voice

"Sometimes its for the best"

She falls back on bed "I wanna sleep harry please take this pain away from me, this headache, this ache in the heart take it away please" she whispers her voice breaking

I take her hand making her sit I kiss her forehead softly "give me all of it, all of your pain everything give it to me, take the burden of your heart"