My Mr. Meditation

Prologue

"Where are we going?" I asked him

"Wait and see" he said then give me a soft smile.

"Okay!"

I remain silent and patient few hours later we arrive at our destination. It was a grass field

"So ano gagawin natin dito?" I asked in curiosity, i heard him chuckled

"Cute"

"Anong cute oy"

"You're cute kapag dumadaldal ka" biglang nag init ang aking pisngi"let's go outside"

"O... Okay"

"Lets wait a few minutes"

Ano naman gagawin namin dito? Dito lang tutunganga?

"Look at the stars" he command

It was beautiful, it looks diamond in sky glimmering and shine, i tried to count by my finger but it is countless. I've heard him laugh

"What are you laughing at huh?" may nakakatawa ba?

"No,baby you look cute the way you point at the stars and... you look fool" biglang nag init ang aking pisngi at nahiya nang marealize ko ang aking ginawang katangahan kanina

"Luh ikaw kaya, dinala mo lang siguro ako dito para bilangin yung mga stars eh" i pouted

"Sorry my love" he apologized to mw sincerely pero hindi ko siya tiningnan at nag kunwaring wala akong narinig"okay fine"

Nabigla ako nang hinalikan niya ako bigla.
Sabay sa aming halik ay ang bigalang pag putok nang mga fireworks kaya natigil kami at tumingala sa itaas, i look at him and then he smiled.

"I forgive you na" i kiss him again, it was romantic kisses and soft, bumitaw narin kami nang pagsawaan

Im still curious how did he know na mag kakaroon dito nang fireworks display

"How did you know na may fireworks display?" My curiosity can't shut me up kaya tinanong ko nalang siya

"I set it up" ahh

I hug him tight, I'm so thankful for having him in my life and with staying me, he's always there on my need and my wants, also me. Our love aren't that perfect sometimes it has conflicts but we managed to fix it, that's our love.

"Thank you!" i said meaningfully

"For what?" For all the thing you've done, the thing you sacrifice for this relationship, thank you isn't enough my love.

"Nothing, i just want to say thank you." Oh, to have this man in my side is already enough to live with.

"Oh, you're welcome" i heard him giggle, it makes my heart soft, the way he laugh, talk anything about him i really admire, i wish we could stay like this forever.

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Nagising ako puro puti ang paligid i smell a sort of medicine.

I wonder kung pano ako na-hospital
pero ayaw nila ako sagutin at tumahimik nalang, i felt weird

Nakarating na kami sa bahay, i enter our house, i had expected na day-off ngayon nang mga maid's because it is sunday , but my surprise they here surprising me

"Welcome Home Ms Ani" bati nila

"Thank you" i thank them because of their efforts and warm welcome

Umakyat na ako sa kwarto, i remember something my phone! I rushed to my parents room

"Mom where is my phone? Do you know where is it?" I asked in panic nandon yung lahat nang mga contacts ko mga memories hindi ko pa yun na save baka nawala ko!

"Its gone, nasali sa pagsabog" my dad said,
Pagsabog?

"Fernand?" My mom seems like to cry

"Mom what really happened?" I almost cry my head are full of confusion i dont know what's happening

"Ani let us explain" my mom said she's tearing up now

"Then explain" I shout, I'm scare of what they might say I don't want to think negative but I can't stop thinking about those base of what my parent shown.i notice that my hands are shaking when i realize something.i see them stunned sa inakto ko, i asked them many times but they remained silent and act like they didn't heard

"You shouldn't shout your mom like that we didn't raise you to disrespect your parent" my dad looks mad of what i had act i regret it i want to take it back pero nangyari na

"It's okay lets not hide it she deserves to know the truth" truth? are they really hiding something?

My mom explain while she tried to stop her tears but it can't, my legs are almost give in of what i heard

Then i rush to my room, hindi ko kinaya ang mga nalaman ko, no I don't believe it Caleb will never leaving me like that, no he can't do that, i heard someone knock the door i went to open it, it's mom

"His mom give this for you its from Caleb he wrote it before it happens"

I read it

Dear My belove Aniah
I dont know where to start, dont get mad at me please baby I'm sorry for not telling you early im afraid. i will find the right time to tell you, i know once you read this I'm already gone.
My Doctor said that i might long for only 1 month im scared and devastated, I'm scared to loss you and I'm scared that you might loss me, i cried everyday every night, i can't accept, i always tell my self "no this are just a dream wake up Caleb dont let your self to be trap into this nightmare" I'm like an idiot always saying of those, remembering those memory of us, do you still remember yung mga araw na magkasama tayo were having so much fun, and also i miss braiding your hair you always want me to braid your hair and i like it no i really love it and i will miss it,we made a lot of memories in this year and i don't if there will be a soon, it really great it's unforgettable memories and I'm going ro treasure it. Marami pang mga taon na dadating at lilipas you can make your own memories na mas maganda pa by your new man and I'm happy for you i know you cried and you're in pain dont worry it doesn't take  long, someday the wound will heal and you're going to move on , find someone to make you happy and taking care of you and love you like what i did, no more than i love you I'm just fine dont worry i wont jealous my love I'll be happy for you just be happy on your life forget me just focus in the present, I love you forever, yesterday and beyond

Love:
Caleb Splinter

I cried louder and louder how can he wrote like that?, and how can he said to forget him?, those memory, memory will always i my mind and my heart, how can i forget it?

" Caleb why?" I question my him like he's here hearing my cries, it was so fucking hurt "tangina bat ba ako ginanito wala naman akong ginawa kundi ang mag mahal yun lang tangina!" I cursed and shout to get over the pain but it cannot it really can't the pain won't heal i dont know how to deal with this "Why Caleb? why didn't you tell me?"

Those smiles, laugh,hug, and kisses are our last and I'm going to miss those.