My Moon......Yeongyu/Beomjun [REWRITING]

11 ~^~

a couple months later

wooyoung pov:

dammit, why the hell did i do this bet? now i'm just hurting myself and yeonjun. my friends even knew i was secretly dating yeosang. hell, i even sang yeonjun the song i was supposed to sing for yeosang to let him know i wanted to shower him with the love he deserves, in public. i hate this stupid act i'm putting on in front of my friends, yeosang was the only person to understand me, the real me. now he won't even talk to me, i didn't even get to explain myself. 

a lot of months ago 👍

*ring ring*

"hey sang~"

"what the fuck.....what the actual fuck?! are you dating someone else?"

"w-well-"

"so you're not disagreeing? then i see what's going on here."

"s-sang! let me explain! please?! you don't know the whole story!"

"no. i'm sorry, but wooyoung....we're over."

"no! no, sang! let me explain!-"

*beeeeeeeeeep*

what better way to help my pain go away then drinking?

yeosang pov:

"no. i'm sorry, but wooyoung.... we're over" saying those 7, small, simple words, broke me. 

wooyoung became my friend through beomgyu, after that, everything just clicked with us. since our personal friends were friends with each other, we became one big friend group. that's when everything started going wrong. after a few months of being friends with him, i realized i had feelings. of course i felt super embarrassed so i distanced myself from him. he noticed we didn't hang out as much so he came over to my house one night, somehow we ended up in a secret relationship, somehow only our friends knew of.  after that, everything went downhill. 

i was going on a walk, because, why not?  i also needed to go to the store to get more fried chicken. i found gyu's hoodie that he said he was gonna bring but forgot to. i remember he said he was going to the basketball court, so i'll surprise him there. he said wooyoung was going, so win win. 

i made my way to the basketball court and saw that taehyun and beomgyu were hugging. i looked over more, and saw wooyoung and i'm pretty sure that new kid from seoul, making out. i couldn't even move after i saw them. so, i did the only reasonable thing to do, i ran. i ran out of there as fast as i could. my breathing started getting shorter and i found myself hyperventilating. i tried to calm myself down by thinking just of wooyoung and not him cheating on me, i guess that sort of helped? after a couple minutes of running, my vision started getting blurry. i expected it to just be the tears, but soon after, i fainted.

present:

ever since that day a few months ago, i've had to take trips to the doctor every few weeks and take medicine. since it's currently, 11:00 pm, i should go to sleep. 

i went to my room and got my pajamas on, a shirt and shorts. i went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth and washed my face. before i go to bed i like to lay down and just think about random things. today i decided to listen to rain noises. while i was getting comfortable in bed, my phone rang. 

wooyoung 🤭 

"hello?"

" sang?~ i-i thought you le-left me forever *hiccup* i was a-afraid you forgot about me" aish, he's drunk. i forgot today would've been our year anniversary.

" hey~ don't worry woo! just tell me where you are, i-i'll go pick you up!" ( gimme gimme more 🥺 👉👈)

"i don't know where i am! i'm- i'm scared hyung." shit, i heard his breaths get heavier. i needed to get there as fast as i could. based on the dumb shit wooyoung usually does when he's drunk, he's probably on his way to my house.

"just stay on the phone! ok?"

"m-mhm" i changed into sweats and a sweatshirt and got my house keys. when i got out of the house i started running and looking on the sidewalk on the other side of the street calling his name. soon enough i saw a lump in the grass by the bench, i got closer and saw wooyoung was curled into a ball whispering my name.

"woo?"

"s-sang? i-i thought you weren't coming...*hiccup*" i got closer to him and noticed the dry tear stains on his cheeks. 

"hey, hey, look at me. i-i was just a little mad at you and was being dumb, i didn't even think of how i would affect you. i'd never really be mad at you, little fox"

"you promise?"

" i promise" he got closer and snuggled into my chest. i couldn't really smell that much of the alcohol scent, so i know he wasn't exactly that drunk, but i know he isn't sober. i intertwined our fingers and stood up with him. his hands were warm, as always. i walked both of us home while he was talking about random things. 

i miss the old us.

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high so high the crimson sky ~~

it took me so long to write this i don't even know why. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

neverland my love~~ <33 have a great day/night :))