him. | song mingi

POSITIVE

i'm not ready and neither
is he

plus he's really busy rn
and will be for probably
a couple of years idek
how he makes time for
me now and i can't raise
a child on my own kids
learn things from you do
you know what that
means that means the poor
child will only be seeing me
especially with you guys
constantly working and
your tours i'd basically be
the only person it sees so
it's going to learn from me
and not just for like the
first few weeks or months
or possibly even years of it's
life i'm talking for like a
long time and it's going to
turn out like me and i don't
want my kids to be like me
i suck shit everyday i have
no life i want my children
to be like mingi and omg what
if mingi and i don't even
work out like what if we break
up what if he ends it when
i tell him omgomgomgomg
i'm freaking tf out wtf do
i do wooyoung

okay just calm down

you'll be fine i promise

you don't even know
whether or not you are
yet

and stfu as if mingi would
leave you if you told him
you were carrying his fkn
child if anything he'd be
with you more often he'd
quit his fucking job for
you

just take a couple of deep
breaths and calm down

okay

i've calmed down

really?

no but this is as good as
it's gonna get

whatever you say

so what do i do

buy a fkn test?

i mean it's common sense
if you want to know if
you're pregnant generally
people would buy a test

I KNOW THAT IM JUST
KIND OF OVERTHINKING
AND HYPERVENTILATING
AND THE ROOM IS
SPINNING AND IM STILL
THROWING UP

GOD WHY DID YUNHO
AND MINGI LEAVE

okay i really need you to
calm down

NO I CANT THIS IS LIKE
FR PANIC NOW

give me a second

...

"yuna, calm down." wooyoung hushes her as he watches her through his phone. when she answered his facetime call, her head was in the toilet and he had to mute his phone in disgust of the sounds coming from it. now, she leans against the side of her bathtub, hands gripping at her hair, her head between her knees as she hunches over, struggling to breathe.

"i- i can't, woo," she manages, groaning slightly, "i can't. what am i going to do? i can't do this! i'm not ready!" she sobs.

"yuna!" he shouts, grabbing her full attention, "you don't even know yet! you have no idea! stop doing this to yourself and fucking buy a test first! right now, you basically have zero reasons to be panicking. nothing has happened yet. so, get off your ass, clean yourself up, and go buy the fucking test. if it comes out positive, then you can scream and cry all you want. but if you keep doing this now and it comes out negative, you're gonna feel like a big ol' dumbass. so go!"