chapter 2: Telling someone

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The next day Pezzy didn't know if he should tell someone about what he's been feeling, ever since yesterday he felt more flustered than usual when near Droid. Pezzy continues going back and forth looking at Grizzy's contact, thinking if calling should be better or maybe texting, he continues to fidget with his phone not sure what move he's going to do. Until he felt his phone vibrate, he looks down to see Grizzy calling him.

"Huh..how convenient." Pezzy was utterly confused on why he was calling but he's going to take the chance and tell Grizzy. "Hey Pezzy! Are you busy today or something? I'm wondering if you wanna come with me to get my groceries?" Pezzy couldn't help but feel glee that his presence is wanted. "I'm not busy at all! I'll get ready and meet you outside..okay see ya!" He feels a little nervous but he'll live, he's more than glad to leave the awkward atmosphere between him and Droid. Before he leaves he bids his goodbye to Droid and makes sure he has everything.

The car ride to the store wasn't eventful but was calm. Pezzy kept squirming though, he couldn't help but feel anxious and worried about how Grizzy would react. "You good Pezzy? You keep fidgeting" Grizzy kept glancing at Pezzy making sure that he wasn't having a panic attack or something worrying. "No I'm good just um.. really nervous right now."

"Oh?..why though? If you don't mind me asking." He could feel Grizzy's glance when he tried to think of the right words to say. "I'm really lost and confused about how I've been feeling recently. I don't really know what to do with my self...it just really worries me of what could happen..I guess"

"Well you always know I'm here for you, right? Do you wanna talk about it?" Pezzy was glad to hear that he could feel safe enough to tell Grizzy. Pezzy is hesitant but decided to go through with it. "I um...I think I like dressing up..with women's clothing. I don't know why but it just feels good...I feel..pretty? Or like amazing in it...it's something I never felt before but when finding out it just felt so... beautiful? I..don't really know how to explain it.." Pezzy could feel his heart and anxiety rising while looking at Grizzy for a response.

"..Pezzy I'm glad you felt safe telling me this! I'm not going to judge at all because I bet you look amazing. I'm proud of you for finding this out about yourself!...if you don't mind me asking but how'd you find out?" Grizzy was grinning, he felt happy for Pezzy. He was stunned for sure but not overly surprised. Pezzy felt a wave of relief go through his heart and lifting the pit in his stomach. "Thank you, I really appreciate you for supporting me. I um.. I found out when we got the Halloween costumes and the guys were chosing for each other...wearing the nun costume really....made me feel pretty. I kept wearing it here and there because I thought I was imagining things. But no, it felt so surreal seeing myself in the costume."

Pezzy could remember how the costume would hug his body in the crevices and frame. It felt so euphoric. "Damn, no wonder Droid was mentioning you wearing it out of nowhere. Hey, have you-"

"HE WHAT?! He told you?!!!!! Oh God, no fucking way! What'd he say?!!!!"
Grizzy couldn't help but laugh at the situation. "Relax! He was just saying how surprised he was! He also kept saying how amazing you looked! Heh so please don't worry!" Pezzy felt embarrassed, he didn't even think that Droid would've told somebody what he saw. Pezzy could tell that he definitely looked liked a tomato. Especially when he realized that he wasn't lying when he said he liked the way Pezzy looked. "Ohhh come on! No way he said that! Grizzy please tell me you didn't tell anyone else!?" Pezzy felt like passing away from the embarrassment.

Grizzy kept laughing, if he didn't stop by now he would start tearing up. "Pezzy!! It's okay! I have told nobody, zero people, I swear!! I'll show you the messages, he told me how HOT you looked!" Grizzy would laugh even harder at Pezzy's face but he still has to focus on the road. Pezzy's face grew even redder than before. He felt so flustered and embarrassed. "Fuck, I can't believe he told you!! Shut up!! No way he said that! I still don't believe your ass for one second, I better see those messages!"

They finally arrived at the grocery store, as Grizzy parks he pulls out his phone searching for the messages. "Here Pezzy, look!" He shoved it in Pezzy's face, where Pezzy could fully see that Droid said he looked hot. He also sees the way Droid was wishing to see him wear it around the house without the sweatpants. Pezzy felt fuzzy and warm inside, he just wanted to kiss that loud mouth of Droid's.

"Haha you're face is so red, you're like a cherry! I told you I wasn't lying!" Grizzy wished he had his phone to take a photo of Pezzy's face and send it to Droid. He can imagine that Droid would also be flustered. "Dude, you totally like Droid!" Pezzy was now wide eyed and flabbergasted. "Wuah, now hold on! I uh! No-..well...is it obvious?!" Grizzy bursted out laughing "I KNEW IT!" Pezzy joined in the laughter but it was more embarrassing for him. "So is it??!?"

"Maybe for me but definitely not for Droid! He is so oblivious!" Pezzy giggled but agreed. He thought of the multiple times they would flirt and he was always the one to take it father than a short tease with each other. "Man, I don't even know what to do with my feelings though! I feel like if I actually show that I'm trying to make a move he'll avoid me!" Grizzy put a hand on Pezzy's shoulder and smiled gently. "Just take it slow, if you really want to do something with your feelings then try, instead of ignoring it. Trust me, he is definitely into you. But hey! If you need any help with that, let me help!"

Pezzy felt better knowing that he was supported by Grizzy. "Alright but nothing stupid! I'll try to make a move soon or something." Grizzy was happy to know that two of his friends would finally get together. "Oh also! If you want any advice on the clothing I can help!...have you thought of anything that you wanted to wear?" Pezzy couldn't help but laugh at Grizzy."You? Giving advice with women's clothing? I don't know if I trust you with that. But besides that, I did think of getting a compression long sleeve shirt and maybe a skirt?" Grizzy had an offended look on his face, "why are you questioning my taste?! Of course I would have an immaculate style on clothing!" Now they were both laughing at their stupidity. "Okay okay sure! Now let's go get your shit, I need to start stream soon!" Pezzy felt so glad he had Grizzy to talk about his feelings. "Okay BUT do you want to go get clothes after this? We'll go to the mall and we can see what looks good to experiment something more than wearing the nun costume like a hoe, deal?"

Pezzy giggled even more, "okay deal!"

To be continued...

A/n: this took longer than planned but at some point I lost half of the chapter! Thankfully I remembered most of it, so sorry if it's choppy or messy! Hope you enjoyed it! :)
!!! Just letting you know that I won't be uploading until after exams, I have exams veryvery soon!!!!

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