Who's Afraid Of Little Old Me? (I Am)

Maybe

Long story, It's a bad time.

I have always know
that love him
didn't mean that
he could possibly
love me back

And I still think that
if I get used to
the pain of this thing
I will overcome it sooner,
because right now
it's killing me.

I made a promise to
someone I care about
that I will always know
and respect the limit
of the pain I can't overcame,
but I also made a mistake
believing in that promise.
Because I know that
I would rather hurt myself
instead of other people.

Maybe this way of living
is killing me
like an arrow straight to the heart.

But I did know this since the start,
I do, I still do,
and I'm not giving someone else
faults that only belong to me.

So I was never ready
to watching you go,
but never ready
I will be to
let you really go away.

Maybe I just need to
get it out of my chest,
maybe I just have to act like
nothing can hurt me,
maybe I have to go away
but I just know that I can't.

As I promise take care of my self
to someone,
to someone else
I promised to always be there for them.
I'm trying,
but sometimes all I want to do is
run away,
maybe I'm a coward
because a wise person
once said that
run sometimes is the bravest thing
you could ever do.

Maybe is easier than what it seems,
maybe i'm just overreacting,
maybe is something I can't explain
something that doesn't let words get their own way,
maybe is just a story that my mind wants to tell.

This is a Long story and I'm surviving it.

Ditemi se volete anche la versione in italiano.
I miei dm sono sempre aperti.
~ Ellie Herondale