In my Ugliness

💕 Chapter 15 💔

"Why do you think she saw me in person? I mean Sefa? I'm still in shock. Why me?"

"When God sends help that way, most time, he uses those he knows they'll trust that moment or an intercessor"

"Why not Sewuese? Toh I mean up until Valentine's week, I was her least favourite. She always have nothing good to say about me. She won't even give me a good comment."

"You said God instructed you to pray for her. Before Terdoo received the warning about yesterday, you already received it. You stood in the gap, the first intercessor. It actually makes sense. I've had several testimonies where people see me come in their dream, lay hands on them and the get their healing just after I had prayed for them. It's one of the advantage of intercession. There at times I stay awake all through the night interceding for all the members. I'm always amazed when the call and testify that they saw me wiping a demonic masquerade that came into their dreams. It shows the power of God which is without limits of expression! If you carry out a survey among intercessors, this event happens!"

"Just like Caroline saw me in her dream after seeing me once."

Gbadamosi smiled.

"She said I held her hands and prayed for her. The following morning, she woke up fine and speaking after going mute the whole week. Pastor Amazing spoke about the possibility of me having a calling as an intercessor"

Gbadamosi gave a proud grin, he knew there was something special about her. It could be more than this but she's bottling her gifts. "It's possible, seek God's face" "He's been quiet... He's not speaking expressly as I want him to" "Because he's not pleased, you can't mix fear and faith and expect him to be pleased with you." "Because without faith it is impossible to God, whosoever come to him must believe that he is and he is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him"

"You're preaching with me" He comments and she smiled, "Take note of diligently, not that when something bad happens, God forbid! You begin to get angry and start blaming Him. Diligent means hard work, just like every hardwork there is a reward. When you please God, you don't beg him to speak to you or show you hidden things. You walk in his will, he starts to open up to you, show you things" He shut his eyes lost in each chords.

"He starts to decode kingdom codes, he starts to unveil kingdom mysteries. Kai" He bit his lips, "I'm tired of doubting, I want to spend my life pleasing God"

"Pleasing is a daily culture, it's an act of taking on the cheerful culture Jesus admonished us to take on. Be of good cheer, irrespective of the tribulations"

She exhaled, "I feel this peace here, like you can literarily feel God's presence" "I know, I can relate. Men for decades have raised altars here." He continued playing, this time his eyes were opened looking side way to see Sefa. She approached the both of them, "See who's awake. Good evening Sefa"

"Good evening Sir, Good evening Aunty Kilahi. Can I join you guys?" She requested pulling a chair sitting opposite the both of them. "How are you? Are you hungry?"

"No"

"Why?"

"The look of the food made me lose appetite" "Force yourself. That was what I ate, you don't want to end up having ulcer. Did you eat through out yesterday at all?"

She shook her head, "I'm not so sure. I was only my self for some hours..." She tried to block out the memories of Pepper and Buchi's voice in her head.

"Thank you Sir. Aunty Kilahi told me about all you did"

"I didn't do anything, don't listen to her. It was God"

"She wasn't talking about that part. Ignore this Pastor, he's just trying to be modest"

Gbadamosi nods, "Okay what did I do?" "He drove us to the police station, prayed for you and supported us till past 9 or to nine in the night, that was when he left. We were devastated and he gave us the emotional support humanly possible."