I am full of flaws.
Hindi ako kagandahan. Madaming ang mga tagihawat sa mukha ko, pango at maitim Ang balat. Hindi rin maganda ang postura ng katawan ko.
I was treated like an outcast because I didn't achieve the society's standards in beauty.
Tinagurian akong 'nasty nerd' sa school. Yes, I have few friends. But all them just used me. Kaya in the end, wala rin.
Pinagkaitaan yata ako ng biyaya.
I admire someone in school. He's tall, handsome, and smart. Gentleman rin at mabait. I get my full courage to confess but I know he's not interested dahil pareho kaming binigyan ng high expectations sa academics.
Noong kumalat sa school Ang admiration at pag confess ko sa kanya. Nawindang na lang ako sa Dami ng admirers that throw hates on me.
I was bullied.
Maraming masasamang komento na ang matanggap ko sa Buhay pero binalewala ko Yun. Because I know that each person has its own unique characteristics.
But...
My beliefs wasn't that strong to face the society's standards.
Sa lipunan, kukutyain ka sa pagiging pango.
Sa lipunan, "pangit" kung ituring Ang pagkakaroon ng maitim na balat.
Sa lipunan, kailangan mong maging maganda kung gusto mong maging maganda ang trato sayo.
I was on verge of commiting suicide. But, those reasons made me make the decisions that will change that "nasty nerd".
Nagpipigil pa ako ng luha ko sa pagpirma ng mga papeles.
Yes, I'll be taking a whole body plastic surgery.
