The Zalgo Spawn, Or New Proxy?

part two

I shoot up from my bed. Breathing heavily. Looking around fast, before realizing I was still at home, in my bed. Safe, right? I look over at the clook. 6:00..? I drag my feet off the bed; placeing them on the floor.

Pondering slightly if I should actually go back to the horred place people call "school" I'd never want to. But for the sake of geting that of witch is mine. I'll do it.

Snaping out of my thoughts i walk to my closet and pick out an outfit. I grab a black t-shirt, slightly ripped blue jeans, and my old white and black shoes. I walk off to my bathroom.

I set my clothes on the toilet. And take off my shirt. To most people. I would be considered.. Well a guy. But too me. I'm not. I'm just a girl.. Whose parets instead of getting over it. And adopting and boy. Insted tryed to change the gender of their daghter.. Witch they did. After a few months of me being born they started the change. I am still stuck. Playing their game. And pretending I was a boy. After a few years they adopted a year yonger boy... My brother.

For me.. I think most people.. Call it.. Gay..? Since i'm a trans female..? So to speak.. I would be gay..? I suppose..
But to be. I'm normal... To be dating boys.. In my opinion.. If i was born a boy. I would date girls. But for me. Being a female.. I would rather date guys..

The thought of being with a girl sourt of makes me sick. Its not that.. that most people had a chose in the matter.. But most people do. For me ill stay this way.. I do have a religon.. But my family stopped being that way.. And they expected me to do the same.

I stop my train of thoughts once more as I change the bandages that rap around my cheast. I change it quickly. And put my clothes on.

I grab my backpack and grab my drawling notebook and a frew pencils. I walk down the stairs, leaving a note saying I was going to school today and I'd be back around three. I speed walk out the house and out to the wooded pathway.

Maybe I can meet up with Lizzy
today.. I hope she's alright. I take my phone out of my pocket and sent her a small 'hey.' She does not respond in tell 5 minutes and says 'Alex? Boy! How are you doing?'

'I'm doing well.' I tipe back.

'Your mom still in the hospital?'

I stop before responding... How in hell did she find out.. I have't told her yet..

'How do you...'

'Oh! Sorry, touchy subject..'

'Yes, she is still in the hospital..'

'Is her sickness.. Geting worse?'

'No.. She is geting better, she just needs to stay there for a few more days.'

'Oh..alright, Will i see you at school today..?'

"Yea.. I'll be there, i have a guitar pick I need to get beack'

'Alright! Can't wait!❤'

I turn off my phone and walk further too school.

Arriving at school I look around.

"Alex?!" Someone yells.

"Oh.. No.." Someone runs up behind me and hugs me tight.

"Hi! Love!"

"Hi, Jake..." I turn around un raping his arms from my waist.

(Small A/N: Too people who may get mad at me for this... Please don't. I have a choice if I want to make the charecter like this.. And I can. Dont read this book if you are mad over this. My religion. And my opinion. On this is none of your worry.. I have friends who support, and are apart of the LGBTG+ I just don't support it. I'm not going to be rude to people who are this way. But this is how I am..)