A THOUSAND YEARS (RED TULIPS)

Chapter 42

POV:MOSHIE ALVARES

Yaya told you.I'm not nagugutom pa!"
Reklamo ko kay yaya.she's so makulit kasi.I said na I'm not nagugutom pa.

Osiya!basta pag nagutom ka bumama kalang ah!"Yayas said.tumango nalang me.again i scroll my phone.its been a month nadin ng mag happend iyon.I'm saying na may life is super tahimik na.
hindi ko na kasi siya nasesee sa school.I decided na mag pahangin nalang sa garden.I need fresh air.

Nagulat nalang me ng biglang kinalabug ni kuya dwayne ang kwarto niya.for sure nag away na naman sila ni tito.I know din what happened sakanila ni ate Stella.

Hindi me pwede makialam couz first of all.I'm not in the first place.ohhgod!for sure I'm nagugutom na.when I'm done to eat I decided to sleep again and again my school pa me tom.napahiga me kaagad sa kama.

Then my memories with Leo is back again.childhood friend kami.not until my parents dead.that time di niya na me pinapasin.will!ayan palagi pumapasok sa brain ko.Napa buntong hininga nalang me.a few minutes later nakaramdam na me ng antok.

Don't isip about him moshie.just sleep.

Moshie!wake up!may pasok kapa!"I was expecting this.always and always.wala pa sa sariling tumayo si me at deretsong naligo sa cr.a few minutes nabuhayan na naman me.bumaba na ako.para mag eat ng breakfast.I shocked when I saw kuya dwayne he's eating now.

Good morning kuya dwayne."I greeted him.he smile naman me.

Morning moshie."He said then eat again."How's your school? "He ask me.Napa smile nalang me.hindi talaga ako matiis ni kuya.

It's okey naman kuya,just little bit nakaka crazy lang." I said then lough.he tapik lang naman may balikat.

Just take care always shiehie..choose your dream."Always sinasabi ni kuya na choose my dream daw.will!I have a big dream naman talaga.tumango nalang me sakanya then nagpaalam na I'm going to school na.

SHIE SHIE!!!!!."napahawak si me sa ears nang madinig ang super ugly na voice.grrr"Wow your so oa huh."He said.my fucking boybest naman na super daldal.

Ewan ko sayo."I said.he run naman then akbay me.for almost month he's always be my side.he knows then how much i being crazy with Leo.

I stop walking when someone standing front of me.he's look tired.mas lalo si me naistatwa when he hug me super tightly.

Whats wrong with him?

I-im sorry shieshie......please talk to me na"he said.this time my heart is beating malakas na naman.

All I know I don't have a feelings na for him.but why I'm naawa sakanya.

My heart want to hug him back.

Is this really a love?

A while ago.I hug him na.mas lalo niya pa ako aking yinakap ng super higpit

I-its o-okey!."I said nalang.bumitaw nadin siya sa pagkakahug sakin.then he tingin on me.

He look so very tired.

Y-your n-not m-mad?."he ask me.putol putol din siya mag talk.

I'm mad pa.a little bit."I said honestly.he nod naman."But can you tell me.why ikaw naging ganon sakin?"I said pa while titig on his eyes.napabuntong naman siya ng breath then tumango again.

He decided na umupo kami here in the garden.it's so tahimik kasi walang isturbo samin.

A-ahmmmm,M-moshie.."he nervous said."Pano ko ba sisimulan?."He ask on his self naman."Can i go back to your past?."He said in a soft tone.

Why my past?but okey.mabilis me katalk.I nod naman para mag simula na siyang mag talk sakin.

Remember the day na...your parents died."He said.I know din na kinakabahan siya.I nod again."Kung magagalit kaman sakin ngayon okey lang!"He said.napakunot nalang me ng noo.

I don't understand him.

W-what do you mean?."I ask him.
kinakabahan nadin kasi si me.

Si daddy ang may kasalanan kung bakit namatay magulang mo."I was freeze.I know I'm not good in Tagalog.but I understand it.

Y-your d-daddy?"I ask again.my tears is fooling na."W-why?"I broke my voice.
hindi me makapaniwala na family nila pumatay sa parents ko.

It's hurt.

I-i don't know shieshie."He said.
napayuko narin siya.

Y-you d-dont know?p-pero bakit mo sinasabi na daddy mo may gawa?."I ask him directly.

I want to know.

I-i heard i-it.matapos ang aksidenting yon pumunta ako sa office na dad then naabutan ko sila ni mommy na nag uusap about your parents died.not until my dad admit it."He explain.napaatras nalang ako.

W-why.

M-moshie."He said then he hold my hand."This is the reason kung bakit hindi kita malapitan.I'm scared.baka kasi pag n-nalaman m-mo i-iwanan mo ako."He added.umiiyak nadin siya and it's broke me.

K-kaya ba galit ka sa daddy mo?"I ask him.he nod naman.

C-can you please give a chance.para patunayan ko sayo na hindi ako gaya ni daddy."He said.his voice is so soft na."U-una p-palang i-i m-mahal you na."
He said again.napangiti nalang me."Not just a friend a lover shieshie mahal you ni Leo Menes."He said again.habang tinuturo ang kanyang sarili.

I can't help my self naman.I hug him back.

I-i mahal din y-you."I said.while him is smiling like am idiot.

He's so pogi talaga.

I know naman na hindi niya gusto ang nangyari.where just a kids that time.

I understand him.

I love him more than a friend.