Buckys Lover<3

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Afew months later:
I woke up to Wanda in my bed reading a book she looked up at me "your finally up" she said "come let me show you something" she grabbed my hand and took me to the closet she organized the baby stuff I shoved in the closet and then took me to another room we had in the closet it had a decorated string with pictures with me and Bucky smiling some was when he was drunk dancing and me when I was a teenager at the lake, I smiled and had tears in my eyes when I saw his face "hey he's not gonna leave you ever again I promise you he wouldn't" she said "but what if he comes back after the baby is born" I replied looking down "look he will be here when your baby girl is born come on let's go get girl clothes Loki and Thor bought to many boy stuff" she said laughing "fine but let's take Nat and Sam okay?" I said "why wouldn't we take them their our friends" she said skipping I smiled and grabbed my bag and headed downstairs to grab the keys and then walked out to the car and drove to the mall and bought some girl clothes and me some clothes and more accessories earrings sundresses and glasses and then Wanda and Nat bought themselves makeup and dresses heels and other stuff while we were paying for our stuff I felt someone watching me I looked around but I didn't see no one, just some people in the aisles.

We walked out until I felt someone's eyes on me again I looked back and saw someone walking away with bags fast I looked away and then drove back to the compound, it was weird because I never have anyone stalk me before It's weird when we went back in the compound Pietro was with Peter outside in the back Sam went with Steve to put away some food and me and Nat and Wands went upstairs to put away our stuff and Steve helped me put the baby stuff built together and put the crib beside the bed and then Tony decided to have a party like I was not gonna attend but I hanged out with Nat and then they were getting drunk and I drank juice and water during the party.

Everyone went home and Nat wands vision Sam and Tony fell asleep my brother's decided to sleep on the floor and Sam fell asleep on the couch with cushions on top of him Pietro and Peter went with their girlfriends house for the night, Steve was still up sober and kinda drunk I was downstairs making myself something to eat until Steve came in and then sat at the table "me and Bucky talked..." He said "what how?" "He gave me his other phone number for a emergency and told him your four months away for the girl" he said "how come you didn't tell me he gave you his number?!" I said"don't argue with me y/n I'm just trying to help him and you" he replied getting up walking towards me and pulling me into a hug 'can I talk to him I need to hear his voice Steve.." I said "you can't y/n he doesn't wanna talk to anyone right now" he replied moving my hair out of the way he bent over and KISSED me.. I pushed him away "what the hell Steve?!" I said wiping my mouth "I'm sorry y/n shit!" He said slamming his hand on the table I walked away and went back upstairs with my food and watched a movie before I heard knocking I got up and walked over to the door I opened it "I'm sorry y/n I'm dumb for doing that I don't know what's wrong with me because I kissed my best friends girlfriend" he said putting his head in his hands "Steve it's okay your drunk you didn't mean that" I said pulling him into a hug "I just miss Bucky Steve and I love him" I said with tears in my eyes "hey look at me I called him and he said he will call you" he said looking down at me before hugging me and went to his room I closed my door and then I heard my phone ring I walked over to it and saw caller id I answered, "Bucky?" Another voice "hi baby" i started crying "I'm sorry I miss you y/n every day and night I hate being without you" "I miss you to James I love you" "I love you to plum" "hey baby how about we go to lunch tomorrow? I wanna see you" "that would be great buck" "okay I just wanted to hear your voice but go to bed y/n it's almost 2 in the morning" "I will don't worry buck goodnight I love you" "goodnight" he hanged up, I smiled and then I went to bed

Next morning:
I woke up to someone moving my hair off the way I slowly opened my eyes to see Bucky "hey plum" I got up and hugged him and started crying "hey it's okay I'm here" he said kissing my head "I missed you buck" "I missed you too y/n" he said helping me up out of bed and grabbed me some clothes to wear "I'm taking you to a little ice cream shop near by the lake and theirs a shop next by it does that sound good?" "It's wonderful buck I love you" I said he took my hand and then went downstairs to the door and putted our shoes on and headed to his car and went to the ice cream shop near the corner  and grabbed our ice cream and sat in the car for abit and after we were done we went picked out some stuff from the shop near by and we drove back to the compound and went inside I was in my room before Bucky came in "hey uh I gotta get going y/n" he said with his hands in his pockets "I thought you came back to stay here?" I replied getting up from putting away some more stuff in the closet "no I just came and enjoy a day with you before I leave again" he said looking down at me "I'm sorry y/n" he said my eyes tearing up and then I walked out of the room leaving him in there and I went by the pool where Nat Wanda and Morgan with Yelena and Kate were swimming at "y/n wanna join?" Yelena asked "sure but I gotta grab shorts and a shirt real quick" I said "nope you ain't gonna be wearing shorts and a shirt while swimming you don't have to hide your body just because your pregnant y/n" Nat said crawling out of the pool and took me inside to grab a bikini I looked over at Steve and Bucky looking at me while Nat grabbed my hand and took me to her room to get me one "here wear this this is what I wore when I was pregnant with my son" she said giving me a top and bottom "oh no I can't wear this I'll just wear a shirt and shorts-" I said but getting cut off "no y/n don't hide your insecurities from us were your friends and you're beautiful the way you are so don't hide it from me or friends" she said smiling at me before taking me to her bathroom and let me changed into the bikini when I was done putting it on I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the half big bump on my belly from the baby I never looked like this before I look more relaxed and calm I thought I never said anything about my body in a long time I focused more on my baby girl "y/n come on their waiting for you" Nat said at the door "coming!" I said before walking out when we walked down I didn't see Steve or buck in the kitchen no more, he probably left already i thought before heading outside I saw Bucky with Steve in the lounge chairs before Bucky looked up at me and his jaw dropped before getting up fast and walked up to me "y-y/n you look like the most beautiful girl I saw" he said looking down at me I smiled and shook my head before he kissed me "I'm so very sorry y/n for leaving it's dumb I know I just can't get rid of those nightmares and that therapy shit ain't helping me" he said with tear rolling down his cheeks "hey baby look at me its not your fault  remember when I told you it's hydra.." I said cupping his cheeks "okay love birds it's getting cold" Thor said "shut up brother" I said laughing before I kissed Bucky and went in the pool it was fun until Pietro brang out drinks for themselves I got annoyed but scared on what Bucky will do. He has a glass of whiskey in his hand while Steve has champagne in his hand and everyone else had shots of I guess whiskey and tequila, but a little later Bucky and Steve jumped in without their shirts and splashing eachother and then Bucky came up to me and pulled me into his arms "you look cold doll" he said "I am" I whispered "come on I'll take you to go change" he said before taking my hand and got out we went upstairs and when he opened the door we saw Alyssa.