You ever think "I wonder what would happen if I were to jump off that bridge or that cliff. What would happen if I were to drive into that river or that wall or even that tree?"
I don't know why but I always think about things like that and sometimes I even smile at those thoughts. Does that make me crazy or mentally insane?"
No you're just damaged.
You are a damaged person.
Things that would normally scare others to death sometimes excite you because everything in your life has always been either too hard or at an extreme and without either of those things, you don't feel like your life has purpose.
Without something happening that will "change your story" your life feels meaningless.
Don't let those thoughts endanger you.
Don't let those thoughts take over your life or win.
Author's Note:
What should the next part cover? Any suggestions?
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RandomI don't fully know what to call this yet, but I will say that this came to be from one of my fake scenarios that I do in my room alone since I may be a little crazy.