i just missed my FUCKING band concert because of my mother, i wasn't wearing the right things, and now my parents are arguing about it
it was supposed to be fun
i was supposed to be happy
now i have a migraine, im sobbing my damn eyes out, my parents are screaming at each other, and im so so close to snapping
why can't i do anything right?
"[[dead name]] why didn't you tell us it started at 6pm?" i did. 5 times.
"[[dead name]] we specifically told you what to wear." "sorry." "are you?" no. im not. suck my ass.
"[[dead name]] why don't you just go back in?" just leave me alone!
i was CLEARLY excited for this! why in the HELL would my parents think someone like me would wanna talk it out with THEM?? i just want to be left alone, for christs sake.
i just want to disappear. i want to leave and have no one remember me.
my mother is blaming me for being late.
my father is pissed off at absolutely nothing.
my little sister is screaming in my ears.
i just want it to stop.
i just want to be sucked into hell already.
i want my family to leave me alone.
i hate it here.
