Carl grimes x male reader season 1

Season 1 episode 5 Wildfire

I walked to the rv, Jim was muttering things. I got up and walked to the back "Jim?" He didn't answer, he kept looking around and muttering "no no no" he repeated "Jim!" I shouted grabbing his shoulders "it's gonna be okay, your gonna be fine. I'm here" I said grabbing his puking bucket, I held onto it as he sat up and puked in the bucket "just try to get some rest, things will be just fine." I handed him some water "thank you y/n" he said, I nodded and walked out. I sat against the rv outside and took a deep breath. I continued to take deep breaths until they grew shaky, I held my head in my hands and cried 'why can't I just do things right?! Why am I so useless! I could've prevented this by untying him, I could've killed the walker, I had the gun. Why am I so fucking useless?!' I shouted at myself in my head before I heard footsteps. I panicked, wiped my tears and sat up straight, Carol walked inside the rv with Rick. Shane and Lori stood in front of me, I got the message and walked away.

I don't trust Shane, ever since Rick came along he's been acting weird.

We were all huddled around the 'campfire' when Shane and Rick came back alongside Dale. Shane spoke up "I've been thinking about ricks plan, look there are no gate tees either way, I'll be the first to admit. I've known Rick for a long time, I trust his instincts. The most important thing here is we need to stay together." There was a sigh "So those of you who agree, we leave first thing in the morning. Okay?" Shane says "if ricks family is going, so am I." I respond, Shane nods.

"Everyone listen up!" Shane shouted "for those of you who with C.B.s we're gonna be on Channel 40. Let's keep the chatter down, okay?" I nod and take out one of mine "now, if you got a problem, don't have a c.b.s can't get a signal or anything at all you honk your horn one time. That'll stop the caravan." Shane explains "Any questions?" He asks. Daryl wiped his face "we're uh.. we're not going" Morales spoke up "we have family in Birmingham, we wanna be with our people." I sighed 'being with family.. must be nice, jk jk' I thought "you go in your own, you won't have anyone to watch your back" Shane says "we'll take the chance. I gotta do what's best for my family." Morales responds "you sure?" Rick asks "we talked about it. We're sure." Shane looks at Rick "alright, Shane." Rick says "yeah, all right" Shane whispers. Daryl was chewing on his thumbnail "stop doing that, one day-" suddenly he wiped that thumb on me "eww!" I whisper shouted "you sound like an old person" Daryl smirks. I looked back at the others to see Rick giving Morales a gun. Daryl scoffs as Lori got up "thank you All, for everything" Lori hugs Morale's wife "good luck man" Shane says giving morales a handshake. They got in their cars "come on! Let's go, let's move out!" Shane says. Dale puts his hand on my shoulder "Come on kiddo." I nodded and followed closely behind him into the rv.

I set my bag down by my chair, Glenn had the map while the other two were in the back.

The rv suddenly stopped, we all got out. Smoke was coming from the front of the rv "y'all, Jim- it's bad. I don't think he can take anymore." I turned around instantly. Rick went inside, Shane and Tdog were gonna go ahead to see if they can find something useful.

I listened to their meeting 'their planning on leaving him? But he's the reason why we're going to the cdc, to cure him!' I thought "we just leave him here, take off?" Shane asks "man, I'm not sure if I could live with that." He continued "it's not your call. Either one of you" Lori said "your right, it's not. But it's what Jim wants, If I were dying I'd want to go in a peaceful play alone rather than crammed into an rv where I may infect others when I come back. Jim seems like he's made his decision Lucid or not." I said leaning on the rv. Shane jumped and turned toward me "who lets you come to these meetings?" He asked "there's no run stating not to, plus I've always came to these meetings." I shrugged "...he's got a point" Daryl whispered.

Shane and Rick put Jim against a tree "yeah, that's it" they whispered as Jim groaned and breathed heavily. Jim looked up "hey, another damn tree" I laughed as he smiled at me "hey Jim- you know it doesn't need to be this." Shane said still hunched over "no. It's good. The breeze feels nice" Jim responded "okay. Alright." Shane backed away "just close your eyes sweetie, don't fight." Soon Rick came up to Jim "Jim. Do you want this?" He asked about to give him the cbs "no, you'll need it. I'm okay." Jim says before turning to me. Rick got up and left. I crouched down "I'm sorry I couldn't save you Jim, I wasn't able to get there in time-" Jim put his hand on my cheek "don't worry, it's not your fault. It's the new world, survive for as long as you can n/n. I'll be watching over you and the others. I'll never stop rooting for you." He smiled as I grabbed his hand gently and put it down "say hi to the wife and kids for me, tell them that you were a brave man." I said and he nodded. I wiped my tears "thank you, for being with us." His smiled grew wider "thank you for allowing me to be with you guys, goodbye n/n" I smiled and walked away. Once inside the rv I wiped my tears and looked up with my hands interlocked with each other "y/n?" Glenn called out as he entered the car "yeah?" I responded "I'm sorry, we lost another" he said and I shook my head "don't be, it was out of our reach. We couldn't do much." I responded as we drove off. Glenn kept looking back "how long?" He asked "2 months and 3 days since it went global Glenn" I responded looking out the window "and when?" He asked again "3 years and 1 hour since we first met" I knew Glenn was smiling "but.." I scoffed "the spider problem was 2 and a half years ago glenn." I said with a smile "the spider problem?" Dale asked "when the world wasn't as shitty as it is now I used to order Pizzas and specifically ask for Glenn. There was this time I ordered pizza for Glenn to help me with a huge spider in my room-" I laughed as Glenn smiled "and?" Dale asked "he killed it with the broom, but after he killed it it had given birth and I guess was reborn. It came back alive and started going for us with its babies, me and Glenn were screaming and threatening them with fire but it didn't work" I laughed, Dale laughed as Glenn couldn't stop smiling.

Time skip

We made it, I had my pistol out and was ready. I shushed them when they were too loud as we approached the front doors of the cdc. we tried to get in but it wouldn't budge. Walkers started rising and Daryl started shouting and Shane shouted at Daryl "guys.." I whimpered as more dead rose up "what?!" Shane shouted looking at me "well damn, never fucking mind." I said rolling my eyes before shooting the walking dead. Every started to chatter, we all started going for the trucks but Rick shouted "the camera! It moved!" I looked back and stood beside him "you imagined it" "it moved" Rick moved closer "Rick, it is dead man. It's an automated device. It's heard, okay?" Shane said but I shook my head "Shane. You said you trust his instincts.. why are you questioning him now?" I asked glaring at him "well-" suddenly there was a growl. I instantly shot at it "they're just winding it down, now come on." Shane ushered grabbing Rick and dragging him "man, just listen to me" Shane said before continuing "look around this place, it's dead. Okay? It's dead. You need to let it go, Rick." Rick then banged on the door "there's someone in there!" He shouted "I know your in there, I know you can hear me." I looked up at the camera "your seriously gonna let innocent men, women, and children die? Harsh." I shrugged "please, we're desperate" Rick said as Shane shouted "everyone get back to the cars now!" I looked back "no! Your gonna alert the dead!" I shouted "please help us. we have women, children, no food, hardly any gas left." Rick pleaded "Rick there's nobody here." Lori said getting in front of him while Carl tried to pull me back to the car "come on y/n, we gotta go" he said tugging on my sleeve, I looked at him then the camera and back at him "your right, we'll die if we stay here." I turned my whole body towards Carl "let's go, don't worry about the walkers. I got them." I said readying myself. Rick kept shouting alongside the others. They had to drag Rick away, but suddenly the doors opened to show a bright light. I turned around, I turned back to Carl and picked him up "hey! I can walk!" He shouted. I put my gun in its holster and stared at the light "best if you don't look at it too long, you'll go blind guys." I said the the statues.