Falling Over

obesesser ?

I open my eyes look at him who still look at me.

"I still in middle school then. Why you so interested in my love life?" I answer and ask at the same time

"I thought you never have a lover" he said again

"hm, but he left me when he sure that he is straight" I said, didn't know why I need to say it.

"so you already know that you gay from middle school?"

"No, I just accept his confession, I still can have sex with woman so, I assume I'm bi, not really care though"

"Your fling? is all girl?"

"no, there's boy too"

"what about your one night stand?" he ask again

"the same, but once in a while and always me be the top" I answered

"So, who the first take you for the first time?" He ask make me winch.

"Stranger, that already died the next morning" I answer make him whip his head look at me back.

"Why?"

"He drug me, then he fuck me and the next thing I know I already kill him" I replied not looking at him

"How come?"

"Well, he is the son of dad's client, they come home to eat dinner and I don't really care how he drug me but Aryash and Dillan already know when I call them when the boy not breathing anymore" I pause turn my body facing him

"At first his father want to put me in jail, but Aryash and Dillan come home with a bunch of file and put it in front of that man. They said if they want to put me in jail, then he also need to prepare to go to jail. I don't read what the family did, I just don't care but yeah, I kill some one after a few months didn't even touch a gun" I said smiling.

"When this happen?" he ask again

"18, when I just start my company"

"Dad didn't say anything about this?"

"no, he know I can handle my own problem as when I 12 I already learn how to live without him"

"Don't you feel lonely?"

"not really, because mom always there if I need her"

"I'm sorry"

"Nah, even after her dead I have people in BH that always look after me" I said silently

"BH was there before your mom died?"

"No, a year after mom died I start the organization with Dillan and Aryash then some people follow us because we make a great trio" I smile again remembering how we start the organization with just our bare hand.

Aryash and Dillan love to fighting while me just do follow them and still I could fight and after 3 years we pull down Aed's Dad from his throne and take his place. I don't even know that he the one kill my mom but still, I just take his place as we want to because we already have so many people and connections and with that they move to France and till I meet them at the dinner I didn't remember them as it's already years.

"Why didn't you get revenge to pa?"

"At first I don't remember him, as I also don't want to investigate back about that incident I just accept the fact that mom died, but I start having this dream and I investigate it without anyone know" I paused

"And, even if I get revenge mom not will be awake from her death" I said.

Silent. Aed not asking anything anymore.