Deep down he knows

Chapter 1

The world around is weird. It gives you different vibes wich differneciate into different people around you. A lot of 'different' am I right? Now the word 'different' may sound as a usual word but it describes the way everybody is and works. As the world exists and time goes by, you start to realise that nothing is forever and you should move on. You realise that people just won't accept you becasue you are different. Sad right?

Dark fog. Thats how Megan would describe first days of second year at high school. She hates everybody and everything in here. But she is not the main focus. Actually it is her best friend, Martin. He could describe his past days as fog, but not so dark. Megan's parent are divorcing and she is stressed about it while Martin is just dealing with some basic drama every teen has been trought.

,,Sleeping in class is not allowed Megan!" Teacher Maxiwell screams at Megan.
Megan wakes up imidiattly hitting Martin by accident.
,,Gurl. Wake up." Martin says and smiles.
,,Sorry my parents are fighting all night and I cannot sleep thanks to it." Megan says slowly.
,,Sorry. It must be hard." Martin says.
,,It really is. My mom and dad fight about the dumbest things." Megan says and tryes to focus on class.

Later that day Martin is having physical education with older boys. He is very stressed about it. He hates changing in front of everyone, he hates how they compare abs hand he just sits there waiting for the class to end. Pe is a nightmare and the worst part is that only he feels that way. Nobody else has anxiety from changing.

Martin walks into the changing room and he planned to go to the corner where nobody is around but sombody is already siting there.
Shoot. Martin thinks.
He sits on the only bench where nobody sits. Just as he puts his things down he realises that sombdoy is sitting next to him. When he looks up, he sees one of the boys from higher class. They never had any interaction so he doesn't care. He thinks that he will change in toilets where nobody goes. He takes his clothes and enteres toilets. The boy from higher class goes after him and he goes to cabin next to Martin. Martin quickly changes and leaves the toilets while the boy from higher class is still inside.

Pe class was full of stress from every time Martin was supposted to catch a ball or interact with anybody.
,,Martin and Bruce. You two go together in pair." Teaches says pairing Martin with the oled boy from earlier.
Martin goes to the corner thinking Bruce would follow him but Bruce already choose a spot for them to play at. Martin goes up to Bruce.
,,I will be the lead." Bruce says and give Martin the ball.

Meanwhile Megan was having geography class wich she doesn't care about at all. She was scrolling trought her phone waiting for message from Martin. He promised he will ask to go to toilet and text her about the situation. It's only five minutes till end of class and still no message.
Martin must be having fun. She thinks.
Bell rings and she picks her things.

Just when Martin understood what was the game about the bell rang.
,,You're pretty good, just try more." Teacher tells Martin when he goes to pick up balls.
,,Yah." Martin says and leaves to go change.
When he sits on the bench still not changed Bruce goes next to him.
,,You we're pretty nice." Bruce says.
,,Thanks. Well I couldn't compare to you." Martin says shyly and goes to change in the restroom.

,,You are kidding." Megan says after the class when she is walking to lunch with Martin.
,,I don't know. He was being nice to me. Thats all." Martin says.
,,Oh my god! My best friend has a boyfriend!" She says a bit to loud.
,,First of all, shut up, second, we had one conversation trought whole pe."
,,Sorry. But still. You may have found somone to make you happy.
,,Or he was just playing game at pe with me." Martin says and starts to get annoyed.
,,Look I'm not going to make you angry I don't want to do that." Megan says and goes to sit with her other friends. Martin stays alone and all he has left is a table at the corner. He sits down and starts eating his lunch.
Ew. Martin thinks when suddenttlly he hears a voice: ,,Hey, may we join you?" Bruce says and he is with two of his friends.
,,Uhm... yeah." Martin says.
Bruce's friends sit down and they talk about the trip theyr classes are going to. In about a month they are going for a trip to mountains for a week. Martin doesn't want to go there but his parents will make him go.
,,Hey, are you going?" Bruce asks Martin.
,,Maybe." Martin says and leaves.

As Martin is walking to get to the bus, he realises that today Clevander is going to be at the bus too. Clevander is a boy that lives near Martin. Clevander is kinda toying Martin as he acts like they are couple.
Martin sits down in bus hoping that anyone will save him from Clevander. But yet, Clevander enteres the bus. As he sees Martin, he smiles and walks up to him.
,,Please." Martin says. Clev smiles and sits next to him.
,,Look, we're boyfriends. Don't make me look stupid." Clev says.
,,We're not boyfriends tho." Martin says.
Clev sits even closer to Martin and whisoers to his ear: ,,Could we go for a walk?"
,,Yes. I mean... what? No!" Martin says.
,,So?" Clev asks with visible hope.
,,If you stop being like this we could go for a walk every day." Martin says.
,,Okay. Let's go then." Clev says and smiles.