August alsina love story

Chapter 9

2 months later

I was on the spilling my stomach out for the second time today

"No I can't be"

I was afraid of this happening I knew that one time we didn't use a condom this could happen I got up off the floor and hurried to my car went to the nearest store and picked up two pregnancy test I drove back home a luckily I had to pee I went to the bathroom and peed on the stick
I waited 5 minutes later and thankfully they were both negative thank god it's not like I don't want children but it's just that I not ready for children I know if some girls will be more than to get pregnant by August alsina but not me idk even know if I want children I'm so messed up in the head but it's not my fault I've been hurt so many times by everybody I feel so alone in this world idk what to do about it

*knock knock *
I looked through the peep hole and saw that it was August

"Hey"

"Hey mama" he looked at me

"Why you crying "

"I have to talk to you "
he grabbed my hand and led me to the couch

"So I took a pregnancy because I been feel nauseous this week "

"You pregnant ma"

"No it was negative "

"So what's wrong "

"You don't get if we keep doing what we doing there a strong possibility that I'm going to get pregnant "

"So you saying you don't want to have my baby"

"yes I don't want to have your baby at the moment we just met August "

"So you don't get it I'm crazy about you I can't go a day without thinking about you about you"

"August you said no feelings involved "

"I know but Ima real nigga and I didn't want to catch feelings but I did this ain't about just fucking anymore I like you"

"August I like you to but I can't be with you I'm going to bring so much drama that you don't need

I give a fuck about what drama you bring I want you to be my girl "

"August "

"Before you finish that sentence just know in not going to give up and if I want something I get it

"Yes"

"Yes what"

"I'll be your girl "

he didn't say anything he just grabbed me and kissed me

"August just don't hurt me if been hurt so

"I promise I won't hurt you"

"Okay so what do we do know "

"I'm going to take you on a date"

"Okay what should I wear "

"Something sexy and easy to get off "

"Okay I'll see you later "

"I'm not leaving "

"Well what do you want "

"You know what I want "

"Ugghh come on "

I led him to my room and you know what we did.

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