Thirteen Reasons Why poems ( from Hannah's perspective)

Our Night

I never thought

I'd be happy

I never though

Someone cared

But then you

Came around and

Turned things upside down

And now I don't feel so scared

It was always you

Yes, always you

And you finally said something

You finally pushed through

Now I know how you feel

And that the connection we felt, was real

I finally found

What I couldn't see

It was you,

You were the key

But then...

My mind went back

To that horrible day

When a rumor was spread and

Everything went gray

I pushed you away

Told you to let me grieve,

You kept trying to talk,

But I screamed at you to leave

You moved very slowly

To the edge of the bed

Then you stood up

Shaking your head

I turned away as

The door opened and light

Shined through

You stood there

For a while,

Probably thinking

"What did I do"

Then you shut the door

And tears streamed down my face

Thinking why did I come here

In the first place

Then I remember, because of you

I had heard all the good things

But I wanted to know

If they were true

And they were...

But I pushed you away,

The only good thing that I had

Now I regret it,

And now I'm even more sad

I lay here now,

Curled up in a ball

Not sad nor mad,

I feel nothing at all

I start to hear drizzling

From outside

It seems like Mother Nature

Knows how I'm feeling inside

As it gets harder

I start to say

"Let the rain, wash away,

All my pain, on this day"