Pregnant With His (Nate Maloley)

24.

Its been a month now, and Nate sadly has to leave for tour.
It will be so hard not seeing him everyday, but its all worth it, because in return he gets to meet his beautiful fans.
I would love too meet them, but I'm not really a type they would want to meet.
Im just me, nothing special.
I have my flaws, and insecurities, but im Nates girlfriend, and I shouldnt feel this way.
So many girls would love to take my place, and I would let them in a heart beat if I could, but its just Nate who wont.
//

I drive Nate to the airport, because I atleast wanted to tell him goodbye since I wont be seeing him for a while.
"Goodbye my love, have fun killing it, and meeting all of your beautiful fans" I told him
"Thanks lil mama, but ill miss you so damn much" he says
"I will miss you so much too, but look what you get out of this" I say
"True babycakes" he says
"Where did the whole baby cakes come from" i ask him while laughing
"I dont know" he says laughing too
"I love you so much, and have so much fun babe" i said
"I love you too, and I will just for you" he says and then he kisses me

"Flight 401 to California is now boarding" the announcer says
"Thats you babe"
"I love you so much, bye" i said tears forming and I dont know why.
"I love you too" he says
With that he boarded the plan, and I left the airport.
//

Driving is so boring when you dont have anyone to talk to, but ill call Haley, because why not.
"Hello" she answers
"Hii Bby" I say
"What are you doing" she asks
"Nothing driving, want to do something later" I ask her
"Sure, like what" she asks
"Maybe we can go eat dinner, and go shopping since you havent gotten alot of baby clothes" I tell her
"Sounds fun, but i have to go, Stew is being a douche today" she says
"Bye, love you" I tell her
She then hangs up.
Like you bitch, I told you that I loved you, and you hung up on me, but that was typical of her.
//

Its almost 3 pm, and Nate finally texted me
From Babe😍: I made it safe, babygirl.
To Babe😍: Thats good my love. Have a first good show tomorrow.
From Babe😍: I will babygirl. I love you😘
To Babe😍: I love you too😘
With that I never heard from him the rest of the day, but i had a great time with Haley.
We practically did everything I asked her to do, and she got some cute baby outfits.
Im so in love with them, but it still hurts me deep down, knowing that I lost my first child.