Last String

Really.....Again?

1:06

•⚠- You couldn't believe what you were seeing. You wanted to wake up from the terrible dream you were having...At least you thought it was a dream. This was the 4th time you walked into your bedroom to see a girl's head between your boyfriend's legs. You dropped the bag of food that was in your hand causing one of the plates to fall over making a loud noise that caught your boyfriend's attention. He looked straight into your teary eyes as soon as he laid his eyes on you. He pushed the girl away from him and hurriedly pulled his pants up. ∆- "Wha-? " You heard the girl say. She stopped to look at you and said "Who is she? " you looked at Yuta with disgust and tears in your eyes. You picked up the bag of food and left the plate that fell out on the floor along with the food that fell out. You were tired of the same lies yet you just couldn't leave. Why? You don't know. Was it the sex or was it that you were too scared of being alone?

"Eat the Takoyaki off the floor," you said slamming the door leaving to walk outside. You walked outside to rain pouring down and splashing on the ground. Great the once sunny sky filled with rain as if the weather matched your mood. You hurried to your car and got inside so that you wouldn't get soaked in the rain. As you sat in your car you stared at the steering wheel letting a few tears fall from your face as you blinked. You wiped your face multiple times to clear your eyes as you pulled your phone out to call your one go-to person.

"Hello," the voice on the other line said. "Hey, can I come by?" You said trying not to sound sad but the crack in your voice made it obvious that you cried. " Again?"I knew this would happen again." The male said. You could hear him chuckle as he added a scoff at the end. "You can come," he said with a hint of anger, you could picture him poking his tongue at the corner of his cheek. You hung up, pulling yourself together, rubbing your eyes, and using a tissue to wipe your nose. You heard a tap on your window as you were about to push the start button in your car, you didn't even bother to look. "Y/N I'm sorry that's just who I am I can't Hel-." you can have sent it off by turning the volume of the radio up to 72, so you wouldn't be able to hear his excuse, you drove out of the driveway as Yuta got soaked in the rain.

30 minutes later 1:36

"So you just left the food on the floor and told him to eat it from off the floor I mean you paid good money for it you could have brought it with you." He asked surprised at your actions. " yes, Johnny, I told him to eat off the floor, and when u dropped the food the plate tipped over." you said looking down at your hand sitting on your lap. "I mean, he deserved it, don't you think?" he said, raising his eyebrows. You stayed silent as you pouted to yourself. "why can't you just leave him? I mean, all he does is just lie to you and break promises that he made, he doesn't deserve the love that you give to him." every time you ended up in this situation Johnny spoke his mind he'd say things like "There are other people who appreciate you for what you do"
or "Don't cry over a jerk that doesn't realize he has something good" You thought hard to yourself every time but yet you still went back to Yuta every time and every time you go back to him you'd either be blindly fooled by Yuta as he would trick you into sleeping with him so he could put fake promises into your head or crying on the floor in Johnny's arms at his house sobbing your heart out but today you weren't crying as much as you use to because you kind of got used to him breaking promises

"Honestly, if I could, I would have moved on already, but I can't it's just too hard. I've gotten so used to this. I can't stand being on my own again Johnny. I have no family, barely any friends here to lean on, I have nothing" " You have me _____. I'm your only family and your only friend. I care about you, and I care about the way you feel about certain situations, if you left him, you wouldn't be on your own because you would have me. " you jumped at Johnny's sudden outburst. He seemed a bit offended that you said you didn't have any friends even though you didn't mean it in a harmful way. What he was saying was the painful truth and finally, you ate it like candy. You put your forehead on Johnny's shoulder as you let your tears fall again.
"you're right. " you said with a sad smile on your face. " he will never appreciate me for what I do. And I know that he will never change but even though I know your right I'll just keep going back." Johnny ran his hand up and down your shoulder trying his best to comfort you.

9:57

You decided not to go back home because you knew what was gonna happen. It was like you were in a loop, repeating the same cycle every 3 or 4 months. Johnny agreed to let you stay at his house for as long as you needed. You and Johnny went to a convenience store to get snacks to eat. When you got back to the house you went through the names of newly released movies on Netflix. Now halfway through the movie, Johnny noticed that you were falling asleep. He watched as your eyes closed and opened over and over again trying to stay awake until you finally closed your eyes, letting your tiredness get the best of you. He carefully picked you up and brought you to his room softly going up the stairs to not wake you up. As he was walking through the doorway of his room he accidentally bumped your head on the corner of his desk. "Sh!t." He said when he realized that you were walking up. "Did I fall asleep?" You asked when you opened your eyes. " yes, I was going to bring you to my room so that you can sleep, but I accidentally bumped your head at the corner of my desk. " Johnny sat you on his bed and sat next to you. "Can I borrow a shirt so that I can take a shower?" You went to his bathroom and waited for him to give you something to wear. While you were waiting, you went to turn the water on but stop in front of the mirror after you got a glimpse of yourself and stared at your reflection. You wondered if the reason Yuta kept sleeping around on you was because of your body, but you tried to not let that thought get the best of you. "What are you thinking about?" You jumped out of your train of thought as you hear the voice behind you. " You weren't answering when I started knocking, so I peeked in to see if you were ok." " I'm fine, you can just send it on the countertop," you said going towards the shower. °

(There will be at least 6 or 7 parts of this story I don't know but I hope u enjoyed the first part... Please read the first slide.)