Harry Styles Imagines

-𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱-

"What, no no no, I'm so so so so sorry, I didn't mean it, please you can't leave me, I love you, I need you in my life, baby please don't leave me, I'm sorry, I love you so much!" Harry rambled as I shoved all of my clothes and toiletries into my suitcase. He took them out and threw them on the floor as I kept putting them in "Harry for fucks sake stop it and leave me alone!" I screamed, pushing him away so he was outside the door and shutting it. I put my clothes and shoes and toiletries and coats into 2 suitcases then opened the door where Harry was sitting on the floor on his knees.

"Please, please don't leave me, I love you so so so much, I didn't mean anything, I need you Y/N!" Harry sobbed as I pushed past him and he ran after me. I grabbed my car keys and went out the back so nobody would see me leaving apart from Harry and shut the boot. He stood in front of the car, blocking me fro m getting in. "Y/N p-please, I need you, I l-love you too much to let you go" Harry cried, throwing his arms around me. He cried inhumanly into my shoulder as I tried to force him away but his grip around me was too tight. "Get off me!" I exclaimed, kicking him in the shins so he dropped to his knees. I quickly got into the car and reversed out the garage then drove off as Harry dropped to his knees, crying in our hidden driveway.

The next day Harry had driven to his mums house in nothing but his sweatpants and hoodie with swollen eyes from crying. He knocked on the door and Anne came to the door moments later "Harry, what's wrong?" She asked almost immediately as she shut the front door. Harry just hugged her cried into her shoulder "Shh, hey hey hey its okay, what's going on?" Anne asked, rubbing his back. "I-I messed up so b-badly" Harry weeped, bawling out tears as Anne lead him to the living room.

She sat down on the sofa and patted the spot next to her so he layed down with his head on her lap, crying his eyes out. "Why Harry, what happened?" She asked, putting a hand on his head. "I-I ditched Y/N to g-go out with th-the boys an-and y-yelled at her and s-said really m-mean things to h-her and-and she b-broke up with me" Harry cried, sitting up and cupping his face. "Oh sweetheart, did you apologise?" Anne asked, rubbing his back. "Of c-course I did, I b-begged her not l-leave, but sh-she drove off yes-yesterday morning" he answered, shedding tears like his whole life was over which it seemed like it was for him.

"Harry, Harry look at me" she said, taking his hands away from his face. Harry looked at her with bloodshot red eyes "If you love Y/N that much, which I think you do, you need to find her, you need to apologise, and if that doesn't work, you have to let her go, but she loves you so much, whenever we mention you in a conversation a smile always comes to her face, give her time, she'll be feeling hurt and alone right now too, she won't know who to turn to, she moved from New York to live with you, and I know she grew up in England but she moved to New York for her career and moved back to England for you, luckily she is one of the most successful actresses ever, she loves you Harry and her family do not live in the same country as her, she can't go for support from her parents or siblings like you can, but she need you Harry" Anne told him, rubbing the back of his hand with her thumb.

Over the next few days I have been spending some time at my penthouse in London, not leaving the building because of paparazzi. I was sitting on my beanbag right now in my bedroom, looking at the view of London being down-poured in rain and thunder. There was a knock at the door, probably my online shopping so I put my tea down on my desk and answered the door.

Harry. Harry was standing there, large purple rims under his eyes, rain, no tears falling from his eyes in joggers and a hoodie that he wore yesterday and the day before. I paused for a moment then shut the door but he caught it with his foot and came inside, shutting the door behind him.

"What do you want Harry, you can't just welcome yourself into my home" I hissed, walking around to get my mug of tea. "This-this isn't your home Y/N!" Harry exclaimed, following me as I put the empty mug by the sink. "Oh yeah, I forgot it's in New York City!" I screamed at him. "Your home is where the people you love are, and yours and my home is standing right in front of us!" He cried, taking my hands.

I pulled my hand away and turned around "Then I must not have a home" I said calmly, looking out the window. Harry winced at my words "You don't mean that.." he whispered, looking down. "Why do I feel it then Harry, tell me why!" I demanded, pushing him backwards across my apartment. He let it happen "Because your family hurt you and you don't want go to back to them and I was the only person you thought you had until I blew up our relationship because I'm such a twat, and now you feel like you have nobody to turn to that actually means something to you!" Harry explained, raising his voice as he said all of it.

"Your right, and I wish that I could turn to you, I I wish that I could go to bed with you every night, I wish I could eat dinner with you, I wish I could watch tv with you, I wish I could do everything but argue with you but that obviously went down the drain didn't it!" I sobbed, staring at him. "You can! I am a dickhead, I am an idiot and I may know nothing but I do know how much I fucking love you and that I can't let you go, you can have as much time as you need, you don't want to sleep in the same room, fine, same house, fine but as I long as I'm with you I know everything will be okay because you are my life, if we're done, I'm done, my life will crumble without you blossoming it because I am stuck with that same guilt inside my head that I hurt you so much when I could've just spent a lovely evening with you, so please, let me love you, let me spoil you, let me do everything for you, I fucking hate myself for what I did to you, but I am begging you, I love you and I need you, please don't leave me!" Harry begged, tears falling down his cheeks.

I froze. My mind went blank. All I could hear was my heart telling me that I cannot live without him in my life. "Y/N please.." Harry whispered, trying to catch my gaze. I blinked back the tears as Harry came and wrapped his arms around me, nuzzling his head into my neck and holding me tightly.

When I hugged him back I kissed his cheek and he immediately relaxed, knowing that he had me back. "I love you, I love you so so so much" Harry whispered, tightening his grip. "I love you too Harry" I said, kissing him passionately. Harry melted in my touch, digging his hands into my hair and I put my hand on the back of his neck and placed my other hand on his chest. He pulled away and hugged me again, this time pulling my body into his chest and placing his head on top of mine. "Thank you..".