Florence pugh one shots part 2!

"You must be y/n"

Tw: panic attack
Age: around 13

"Yelena I don't want to" you whine to her
"I know. But it will be better okay?"
"Why" you say with tears in your eyes
She sighs
"I've explained this already pumpkin, it wil be easier to do my missions. There will be people who can take care of you when I'm away"
"No. I don't want other people I want you"
You say tearing up even more.
"I know. But I'll stil be there okay? The same as now. But I won't have to worry about you being alone"

"I-I'm scared Lena" you say softly
"Scared? Of what?"
"You're the only one I can trust"
"Y/n. It's going to be fine. I promise. My sister wil be there, you'll love her. It's fine"
"No" you mumble crying.
She sighs rubbing you shoulder while getting her focus back on the car ride.

As you get closer yelena notices you getting more and more anxious. You are  taping your leg while your hands shake. She notices your breathing getting uneven.
Just when she's about to talk to you her phone starts ringing. She puts it on speaker so she can stil focus on driving.
"Hey yelena"
"Hi nat"
"You almost there? Tony has your rooms ready"
"Yep, I think around 12 minutes"
"That's great yelena. I'm really happy you're closer to me now"
Yelena is about to answer when she notices you doing terrible. She looks at you and you show panic in your eyes
"Yelena?" You can hear Natasha ask
"Just a second nat" she says
She putts the phone on mute

"Y/n? breathe for me okay?"
"In and out baby. Just breathe" after a minute or 6 you stop hyperventilating and pull up your knees holding them
"Are you okay sweetheart?"
You nod slowly
She smiles at you with empathy before unmuting the microphone

"I'm back" she says
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah" she mumbles
"I'm outside waiting for you. I love you Lena"
"I'll see you nat" she says and hangs up the phone leaving Natasha confused and a little hurt. Yelena wants to get her attention back to you but sees you fast asleep.

When you get there yelena wakes you up. She see Natasha standing outside waiting for you to get out the car but you don't.
"I'm not going"
"Y/n don't make this harder. Please."
"No!"
"Come on. You'll be fine"
You roll your eyes
"Someone's getting into puberty" she mumbles jokingly
She can see you smile slightly.

Yelena looks outside and see nat waiting confused for why she hasn't gotten out already.
"Alright let's go"
"Just so you know, I'm just doing this for you. I don't like this" you say to her
"I know. But you will. I promise"

You both get outside the car. As soon as yelena and nat see eachother they melt into eachother hugging.
"I've missed you sis" Natasha says in Russian.
As she separated Natasha looks at you. You're looking down at the floor fidgeting with your fingers
"You must be y/n. Yelena told me a lot about you."
You look at yelena
"It's okay" she whispers to you. But you just look down at the floor again.
"Alright wel it's freezing so let's get inside."

You follow and stay close behind yelena for protection. Your holding her hand tightly. Natasha is showing you around to compound when you walk into a living room full of avengers. Tony walk up to you
"It's y/n right? Peter is exited to have another child around" he says
"I'm not a child" you mumble not taking your eyes of the ground.
"Wel im tony" he says holding out his hand for you to shake. Instead you just flinch really hard.
"I- I'm sorry" he says stepping a few steps backwards.
Yelena looks at you.
You look at yelena
"I want to go, I'm scared" you mumble in Russian with tears in your eyes
"Hey thanks nat for showing us around, we're going to my room to settle in"
She smiles at yelena with a look of empathy being able to understand what you've just said.

Yelena guides you to her room. As soon as she closes the door you break down crying.
"Hey shhh, it's okay." Yelena holds you for comfort.
"Yelena I don't like men. You know that" you say crying
"I know baby. But these are all good people I promise."
After a while you calm down a bit.
"N-nat seems nice tho"
"She is"
"I'm sorry. I'm trying"
"Hey don't apologize. I'm so proud of you I swear"