Harry Styles Imagines

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"One of you cancel the show!" Harry yelled, breaking down and sprinting out the door. "Harry wait!" Liam called, chasing after him. "Sweetheart please stay on the line with me, put the knife down!" Harry cried, trying to find the exit of the stadium. He ended up in a room where all the fans were lining up to get in and the screaming began as Harry desperately tried to find an exit. "Get out of my way!" Harry exclaimed, shoving past fans to the door. "Harry stop, sorry, sorry!" Liam apologised, chasing after him. Niall, Louis and Zayn came running out after "Harry!" Niall yelled, sprinting through the crowds. Louis and Zayn went over to the speakers "We apologise for any inconvenience or injuries that we caused, I'm afraid the show is going to have to be delayed, for the further information please just wait patiently for any new announcements in the stadium" Zayn and Louis equally said causing there to be many whines and frustrated noises.

Harry sprinted into the private car park and looked for the rental car that the boys shared to go out in the day to lunch or something and climbed in. "Baby are you still on the phone, please talk to me!" Harry called out as Liam and Niall sprinted to the car, literally. He quickly drove off before they could stop him and sped down the roads as they called him repeatedly on the phone. My wince could be heard on the speaker of the phone as Harry speeded down the local roads, luckily only half an hour away from where we lived. "Stop, please don't hurt yourself, put the knife down!" Harry screamed, many cars beeping at him. His voice was so loud however you continued, ending up with two long cuts along each arm.

"I-I'm doing t-this for y-you" I sobbed, bringing the knife to my leg. "No you are not, you may think that but you're not bringing me any joy right now, please, you can't leave me, I love you so so so so fucking much, I love you, I love you, I love you, tell me you love me and that you will put the knife down, tell me!" Harry exclaimed, 20 minutes away from all the speeding. "Tell me that you love me Y/N!" He pleaded, running a hand through his hair.

"I-I love you Harry" I weeped, dropping the knife on the floor. He heard the clatter of the metal hit the marble giving him so much reassurance but he knew that I was still bleeding. "I love you so fucking much, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you" Harry cried, a smile of relief on his face. The line suddenly went flat which immediately changed Harry's mood and expression "FUCK!" He screamed, trying to call me back.

About 15 minutes later he arrived at our house and rushed inside and ran to the bathroom, dropping onto his knees when he saw me passed out, blood around my arms and a large open cut on each arm. "Shit no baby wake up, it's me, it's Harry" Harry yelled, shaking me violently. He stood up and grabbed the bandages we had and wrapped them around both of my arms to put pressure on the cuts and stop the bleeding. "Baby please wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up!" He cried, pulling me onto his lap.

My eyes fluttered open and I winced at the cuts "Oh my god, I thought I lost you" Harry said relieved, pulling me into a tight hug. I cried into his shoulder, my hands wrapped around him "I'm sorry, I'm so so so so sorry, I shouldn't of yelled at you, I completely overreacted like a fucking idiot and I should've never said those things, I didn't mean anything, you are perfect, you're beautiful, you're kind, you're thoughtful, you're loyal, you're talented, you're my light, my world, you're amazing and I can't imagine my life without you, I need you in this world, I love you so so so much, you're my number one, you're my girl, everyone around you absolutely loves you, I'm too selfish to see it" Harry apologised, squeezing my hands.

"Y-You're not selfish, n-nothing can come between y-you and I, I l-love you" I sobbed, wrapping my arms around his neck. "I love you so so so much, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, we will make it to the end" Harry reassured me "Y-You're concert" I stuttered, curling up in his lap. "Fuck it, I would much rather be here with you, we'll postpone it or they can do it without me, as long as I'm with you, then I don't give a damn about it" He mumbled, kissing me softly. I kissed back then rested my head on his shoulder until there was rapid knocking on the door. "For fucks sake.." Harry groaned, standing up and taking me out the bathroom.

I sat on the floor next to the top of the stairs and cradled myself in a ball while Harry went downstairs and answered the door. "What?" Harry asked as the boys all stood at the door. "Is Y/N okay?" Zayn said, all of them pushing past him. "Stop, will you guys stop!" Harry yelled, running in front of them. "Sorry..what's going on Harry?" Louis apologised, sitting on the couch. They all sat down next to Louis while Harry sat opposite them on a separate couch.

"She.. she tried to commit suicide" Harry whispered, tears coming to his eyes. "Where- where is she?" Niall asked, looking around. "Upstairs, but please don't go upstairs, I just- I want to look after her with no distractions" he sighed, cupping his face with his palms. "Mate we understand, we'll come another day when it's a more appropriate time" Liam told Harry, patting his back and getting up. "We better get back to the concert, you don't wanna perform?" Zayn checked "Hell no, I can't leave her" Harry said, opening the door. "Okay.. send Y/N our love" Louis said and then they left.

Harry locked the door then headed upstairs where I was still sat, cradling myself "Baby, its okay" Harry whispered, helping me up and hugging me tightly. I sobbed into his shoulder and fisted his shirt "I'm sorry" I weeped "Please, please don't apologise, this is all my fault" he whispered, caressing my back.

"Ca-can we go to b-bed?" I whispered, slowing my tears down. "Of course we can sweetheart" he mumbled, putting an arm round my shoulder as we went to our bedroom. Harry layed me down in the bed before taking off his shirt and trousers and getting in next to me, pulling me into his chest. I rested my head on his shoulder and put my hands on his chest while he kept an arm round my shoulder and a hand on my hands. "Get some sleep beautiful, I'm right here" Harry whispered, rubbing my shoulder with his thumb. "T-Thank you, I love you" I replied, kissing his cheek gently. "I love you too baby, so so so fucking much".